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Monday, August 31, 2009
today's an awesome day. report at 9, meet junru at 8, to suck lolipop, haha. i was damn early, while waiting outside GO, saw Sidhesh, Yuheng walk past. and amazingly, they all waved, cool. went class, create some trouble then went to hall for celebration. MR dunno what, someone from discipline comm, warned me first, complained i was too noisy, stare at me. i stared him back and gave him the face that, u think ur eyes big ah? cos i was sitting in front of meihui, sujie, ginola and joel, obviously, you know. floorball comp, we came in 2nd, joel and ginola was suaning me throughout. i guess i dont have to elaborate. kenna caught 2nd time, then he was like, u better shut up0 or i drag u out(hand sign) and i was like come la. you dare to touch me, i kick your ass. then cos i saving place for junru, jasmine and elaine, then again, joel...haha. i dont wanna elaborate. OH OH, went school hopping, but only hopped to pei chun. haha, explored it, and yea, i was like, woah. with junru, pearlyn, elaine and jasmine. wanted to go back to chongfu with jasmine but in the end called shibei and realised that school's closed, tsk. -.- AND AND, almost the whole of 1 faith wore the class tee!!! yay!! i will be laughing in my sleep tonihgt...heehee. cant imagine the guys wore, amazing. went to BK to meet the 6 gra-ians. XianHao, Cheng Hung, Kai Gi, Shi Bei, Zhang Yu, Clevence, Yu Cong, Nicole, Isaac and shermaine were there alrdy. Jermaine, Jian LIn and See Ying came to meet us later. Mr ng too. mr ng treated BK to those who got above 243 or 244 and obviously, i wasnt treated. -.- after went kaijun's place. skip what happened there, but it was damn fun with isaac being damn gross. HAHAHA! yucong and zhangyu left early and i left a bit later to meet elaine, to accompany her to buy trackpants. wanted to meet at 5 at first, but dur to some misunderstandings, we met at ard 5.45. haha. invaded Daiso, which we bought a lot of stuff. well.. then created trouble at Giant. omgosh, i sound so evil. haha, but who cares. finally went home at 8. reached home at like ard 8.30..wow! long time didn dinner outside with friends and return home so late. and obviously when debbie and elaine is together, secrets are shared. hahaha! i have got problems. let me analyze this: let the BOY be B and the GIRL be G. (any similarity to anyone is pure coincidence, so dont think too much.) B likes G. but G. has some probs with me now and she feels that i hate her when in fact i didn even told her or even hint. i am pretty close to B and then G gives me the feeling that she is trying to get B's attention and get B to tell me how she feels. G is like so , attention-seeker, same as her cousin. B came to talk to me abt it, misunderstandings occur and i feel that B is not supporting me. his blinded by the power of love. he is in the state that he doesnt even know whats right and wrong. he doesnt even know he changed, but not into a nice way. his not the persoon i knew before, the one who always talks to me eveyrday, day and night, listening to my rants and problems, his always telling me stuff that makes have a good laugh. we are the best of buddies, sharing the biggest secrets of the world. we trust each other so much, supporting each other always. for the past 6 months, we msg each other everyday, day and night. and i cant believe, just for the sake of love, he didn support his own buddy. i am disappointed in you. i am soo sorry but my confidence in you has ended.
oh ya.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
oh, and i am feeling damn guilty now cos i told cornelia and Janice to be a baddy and lie. haha, omgosh, can u believe it? i told cornelia to be more firm so that her friends will listen to her as she is the chairwoman. i told Janice to lie to her friend that she had no money left to buy the cup for tecachers day when in fact she has almost a 100 in her wallet. haha, cos i am trying to save janice the trouble and cornelia the problems shes facing.
SYFC!
  Janice's nice nice drawings on her plane. the drawings are just awesome! i love this BAndito! cute and sexy Janice. haha, she looks better if she didn look down, but still, SEXY! 2 person occupying the entire table. helped Janice tie her hair! nice right? for a person who hasnt tied hair for close to 4 years! :Dslacking throughout the whole day. beber's lecture was damn boring! he thinks his humourous when in fact his not. his a idiot who eats wood and sucks his specs. gross. his some retarded guy who is not worth wearing the pilot uni. with the golden eagle. he brought us tour the whole SYFC, bombarding me with questions and i was giving him the I-dont-give-a-damn face. haha. syazana too.(: Yap(oopps, i guess i am not suppose to cal him that way) Mr Yap aka Yappy asked us to join comp. but only 5 per team. stuff happened and in the end, phoebe backed out. anyway she has YOG next year, so she needs to prepare. we are so sorry, phoebe. D: ordered macs and stuff happened again. Janice and I were runing ard like mad women on the loose. haha. and we were addressed as ms ko. so, then the macs guy called. he asked err, may i speak to MR kO? i was huh? mr ko? his not in town. then i asked whose that on the line, he just say nvm nvm nvm, hang up, damn. called janice phone and he asked for MR kO too, then she was like huh? then haha, in the end we realised it was a misunderstanding, tsk. ordered 2 fillet, mac chicken and nuggets to be shared among me, Janice, E E and Angel. haha. then E E and Janice helped me do my maths GFA but in the end realised that the answers E E gave were all wrong. relied on Janice since she didn wanna do her chem. haha, thanks everyone. (: cafe is not open so the girls are gonna bring cup noodles next week. since we can kope hot water. haha, cool. so soorry, junru, not the sudden reject of not going swimming. haha, tmr, i am looking forward.(: I WANNA GO ROCK-CLIMBING, SWIMMING, RUNNING, BOWLING WITH JANICE, CORNELIA, SYAZANA, PHOEBE AND E E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DESPO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
injured arm!
Friday, August 28, 2009
 the class tee i scanned.jasmine got her Multon today, was jumping for joy. i was telling her i will laugh in my sleep too, heehee. nth much today, except that its Mr Sean Tay's last class with us, and his going to Ireland to be doctor. haha, cool, teacher-doctor. the new volley-vall was quite hard to play, cos the direction was always getting out of the way, imagine Yongqing and jasmine facing such problems, what abt me? haha. some of the guys joined, or rather only yuheng came to play with us. oh wait, Niranjan, Sidhesh too. John is "bitchy"(i will mention him as a woman). forever snatching the ball and i was saying, " you sure?" but well, i am okay with the new volleyball now cos played a lot with Jasmine after school, felt that, well, obviously, its better to play with, cool. To Junru: 你的裙子裂了! hahaha! and obvious, Jasmine and i had a great talk, private stuff. oh, i wasw hit in the face during recess by the ball and i was like, ouch, is my nose bleeding? hahaha! obviously not. then Mitreni fell down, while trying to save the ball from John B. pissed. piggy-backed her back to class after resting for like half hour at the parade square while putting ice on her ankle. i was like "mitreni, please stop moving, or u wil fall." the worst part was walking up the stairs. why in the world must there be steps up to the concourse? why in the world are there so many steps up to the classrooms, damn it! i needed to hold on to Mitreni's leg and i was in pain without realising. carried all the way back and when i put her down, i realised that i injured my right arm. i exerted too much force while trying to hold her leg, muscle ache, almost cried. i felt as if i am experiencing muscle tear, like what kelvin experienced while he was in HCI. played truth or dare. Yongqing, i am gonna hate you for what you asked me. -.- finally sat down after arguing with sean tay. damn it. while playing after school, i injured my finger-my thumb and index finger. i cant move this 2 fingers now cos its damn pain. i dont know why but aiyah, damn pain. think cant do practical tmr, sian, sincei cant lift my arm and move my fingers, damn it, AGAIN. conclusion for today: -i am damn pissed off with yuheng now. -yongqing bullies me. -cornelia, relax, chills. i lve you.(: -keith changed a million loads! -shibei is going back to CF on monday! but i dunno whether to go anot. -thinking whether to go to Mr Ng's wedding, no motivation, sian. whats the problem with you? giving me back the stuff? i dont get it, i really dont get it. i dont know whats in your mind, i dont know what you are hiding from me. will you just tell me whats in your mind? stop letting me guess. Please dont let me cry over you anymore. There is really love in a relationship even though you know theres no happy ending, i can tell you that, because it doesn't matter if the lovers are together in the end, its the process that matters.
class pics!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
 my flawless 1 faith floorball players[ everyone's smiling properly-john not covering his face, yuheng not doing funny things. class pic! class pic! class pic!went to library with Junru, elaine, pearlyn. was drenched throughout cos i was using my umbrella to cover junru cos she was shivering. elaine and pearlyn had an umbrella each cos junru lent hers to pearlyn. i was only one who was wet and i was the heater for the day though. went to lib, i was broke after that. lent elaine 5 bucks or rather 4.90 bucks, haha. paid 3.80 bucks for finger food. STUFF happened and i was laughing throughout. hahaha! went to J8 and saw ms alsogolf! cos we were waiting for lift and elaine and pearlyn were in front of me. then they suddenly turn back and run off. blur me looked into the lift and ms alsogolf was inside! i smiled at her, tyco-ly and she spot-check my attire, and she smiled. haha, amazing. it may just be on the school news tmr. lame. saw keith on 804 and then we talked a lot. talked for like an hour plus, after we left the bus at the void deck of his house. wow, talked so much with a guy i am not familiar with, amazing. the class pic rocks, to the max, i simply love it. *will you just stop irritaing us? yes, we hate you to the max, and stop getting her to your side, shes with us. i hate you, you are damn irritating, bitch. Labels: dont be a bitch.
yesterday, now at ict.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
yesterday. floorball comp. finals and semi-finals yesterday, it was damn exciting. went to finals, but we got 2nd. but still, i must say, 1 faith rocks, and that dont think too much abt it, the game wasnt even very fair after all. Junru, dont think too much about it, its not your fault. One for all, and all for one. this is a teamwork. Niranjan and sidhesh were good. elaine defended well. yuheng striked a goal. jasmine was great! junru, very good! John, Yongqing, everyone else rocks! yay! took a group photo of the players and i realised that my pic was the most flawless. see: elaine: the photo was damn blur. meihui: blur. jasmine:john was covering his face. pearlyn:yuheng was doing some funny thing. debbie: everyone smiled and everyone was hot and sexy! today: theres a new girl today, called valerie. shes quite okay, but gives me the impression that she is trying to act outgoing. LOL. sitting opposite me now, quite okay la. forever smiling one. haha. random stuff in my mind today: i realised that across the sec 1 level, 1 faith's guys were the most hot and proper. of course, we were the best at studies too. :DDD 1 faith dudes are just flawless and hot as compared to those in other classes.(sec 1) 1 faith guys are hot and sexy. same goes to the girls. haha, 1 faith simply rocks.(: 3 cheeers for 1 faitjh. having a slight sore throat now because of the screaming and shouting yesterday. haha. :))) [ will post the pics when i go home!] Labels: 1 Faith guys are hot and sexy.
florrball!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
 i caught this by accident and found out that Yuheng looks quite stylo in this. whats John and Niranjan doing?!?!? all the 1 faithians! ALERT! Yongqing, why are you looking at elaine? [tt] thanks junru for looking into the camera! woah!stayed back to support the dudes for the inter-class floorball! cam-whored, and my memory was spammed. the last match was great! Yuheng, John in the midfield, Jasmine and Junru and Yongqing were the goal keeper. Niranjan and Sidhesh were great! or rather everyone was great! yay! a atep nearer to champion, a step nearer to a hole in my pocket. i promised to treat everyone to macs if they are champions, haha. treated elaine to macs today, think i am half broke. shall post the pics now! :D posted only 1/4 of the pics, cos blogger takes years to upload! haha! oh, i will be using this number:91059998 from Wednesday(tmr) till next wednesday. Please do not message 96533944 for the week. (:
guilty+ fun
Monday, August 24, 2009
          jasmine was happy at first because the PE HOD is giving her a new volleyball after he saw us using jasmine's volleyball and he say its dangerous, so he give us a new one. haha, cool. then during recess jasmine training for floorball i was holdin her wallet. i put it on her desk when go back class and we left for art. come back, the money in the wallet is lost. things happened and mrs low feels that we shld make a report at GO. pls, she didn even really give a damn, mr chan at the GO didn care, i was like debating with him and he just showed his hand sign, that totally shut me up. -.- return back to class, mrs low was teaching. i almpst went to bash her up, cos she didn give a damn. damn it. went to meet Jia Yi with gladys after school. had lunch at macs then went to AMK hub for neos and arcade. cam-whored with gladys after Jia Yi left. i shall post the pics now! :P *blogger's taking years to upload, so i shall not upload the last 8, haha.
i cant stand it, u are seriously damn extra.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
YESTERDAY went to yuan hao's house yesterday to take some stuff. he changed damn loads la. but haha, his humour is still there. went to northpoint for dinner, saw yuan hao, AGAIN. haha, destiny. saw prisc chia at library, jasmine(lim) on the way to cold storage. oh, saw rui ning from 6 inno, i think too cos she was wearing the camp shirt. during dinner, i was telling my mum that i seriously cant stand singaporean parents thinking. typical singapore parents : when their child didn do as well in tests, they will scold, scold scold. never thinking of their childrens thinking. u think ur child wants this? u think ur child's mood is any better? did u parents even thought of ur child's feelings? did u ask them how they feel? ur are forever nagging and never thinking of ppl's feelings. australian parents: they will comfort the child first then tell the child what may have went wrong in the test and how do u do better.[pointing out mistake] consider the childs feelings. singaporeans, i cant stand it. friend, i hate you for being so extra. you should feel guilty. i almost said yes, i mind when u called yesterday.[yes, i am talking abt you.] sorry for breaking your heart, but i really cant go in a relationship with you, so sorry. looks are decieving, never judge a book by its cover because actions are louder than words, those actions of yours told me so.
looks are decieving.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
YESTERDAY. got back lit results yesterday, i was the second highest. roann was the highest with 21/25. while ginola and i got the same, 20/25. haha, i was quite amazed, lol. played volleyball during recess, then when jasmine served, she served damn hard, and ginola walked past at where the ball was flying, and it almost hit him. kind-debbie went to push ginola away just in time and that the ball just flew past his face. ginola then say me," u crazy ah?" i was damn pissed off, cos i pulled him away to save him ,then he say this kind of stuff, break people's heart. damn it. next time i just let the ball hit me, dont give a damn anymore. rained heavily yesterday, danced all the way home with pearlyn and elaine. jasmine said she was wen rou de nu ren so she shld carry the umbrealla all the way. haha! was totally wet and on the train it was really cold, haha, yay! my nightmare arrived. my mum called me she say she will fetch me from interchange. then while i was waiting, i realised that there was a lot of ppl in the car. all the aunties. -.- i was like what the fuck to myself, then i realised that they are going ssc. asked jasmine if she wanna come meet me, she just reached home. sian. imagine having to walk ard in a shoe flooded with rain and that u have 2 blisters on ur leg, how will u feel? tsk. today. went syfc, realised that i woke up late. haha, rushed like crazy, checked my phone, realised that cornelia spammed me again. no mentions. flew twice. first time the plane was horribly fast, then is like the trainer who is standing beside me to like turn me rounds is alrdy like so much faster than me and i am like cant catch up! second time is jermey's plane. its damn light, then is like u cant feel a thing. it almost craassshhedd but of course, jeremy wont alllow me to do it, haha! this part of our convo was interesting and cornelia and i were laughing our ass off. jeremy: debbie, u next ah. debbie: huh?! i cant fly leh! jeremy: dont care, i know u can. debbie: i really cant! so, my turn, i flew the plane. jeremy: so debbie, u know how to fly this? debbie: N-O! jeremy sat down. while i was like screaming, JEREMY, COME HELP ME PLEASE! I CANT FLY! jeremy: i thought u say u K-N-O-W how to fly? debbie: where got? then jeremy and i realised that we misunderstood each other, no chemistry. sighs. cam-whored, all the pics in syazana phone. warned her not to upload on fb, cos its all damn candid, haha! shall kope from her next week. cornelia: thanks for ur unlimited sms. i had a great time fooling that idiot. yay, we did it! mission successful! :D Labels: ginola is such a fool.
relax
Thursday, August 20, 2009
i am not trying to sarcaste u and i am not trying to say i am a flawless girl. everyone has his flaws but the point is u need to know what ur problem is. you have to understand. we are all trying to help u. and the last point is, u have to understand that we are telling u all these because we love u, care for u. if i really hate u, i wont even give a damn. i know its quite hard to accept, but pls, just think abt it and dont do anything silly. i know we are being quite evil and straightforward, but i am so sorry, cos u needa understand, really. i will answer ur question now: yes, i will be your friend, your best friend no matter what you become. I will support you, no matter what happen. I told you, I dont want history to repeat itself." ACCEPT CONFESSIONS. i hope what u said is true. i just hope. Tell me the truth, because i still love you. oh ya, kelvin is leaving for USA next wed, for a marathon or tria or stuff like this, sent by Nike. i wanna go too! his at Oregon! i wanna go! -.- i am seriously damn surprised that why my brother can run well, and why i cant. i am equaally interested and i am really in in takin part in maratons, never in tria. cos tria. has swim! argh! can imagine all the jellyfish swimmin past me, and sting me. tsk, i hate them. if theres no funny funny things, i wont mind. i am now gonna bribe my brother to extend his stay there, haha, so i can eat out everyday and my mum doesnt have to cook! :P but i know i will die without my brother, tsk, sads. )':
i dunno what to put
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
had aches here and there rhis morning after carrying the tees yesterday the whole day. lucky mum drove me to school, haha. junru waited for me to help me take my stuff, yay, thanks.(: i still haven asked who didn pay for the class teee and there goes my 50 bucks for the week, tsk. D: i feel so poor out of the sudden, left with just 20+ bucks in my wallet, argh! i hate the feeling of being poor or when u dont have money with you. as in u have it, but its not a lot. i dont like it. went to playground for lunch with elaine, pearlyn, junru. wanted to eat at cafe Galibee at first but no kind souls were willing to give up their seats. SINGAPOREANS. bought chicken rice, junru bought hokkien mee, pearlyn bought veg rice, with elaine settling with waffle and bbt. wow. we gossiped, of course. thats womans nature. otherwise, we gotta nth to say. haha. 2 girls of 1 peace whom i and jasmine nickname as the volleyball gang were at the playground too. i hate them to the core. i hate the girl who has that bitchy face whom i want to just give it a slap and let it be disfigured. oh ya, assembly, talk abt camp stuff, AGAIN. singaporeans are seriously damn kia su la. say alrdy still wanna say. and it was mdm teo, -.-. she said take out paper and pen to jot down stuff, i just rolled my eyes at her and shouted no bag. the girls all turned ard and look at me, thinking that i am not those who will shout those kind. haha, then mrs te ask, so wheres ur bag? i ranted back, in class. then she asked with a pissed face, what class? 1 faith. the smart and united and ultimate 1 faith. then all the girls say, debbie, we die le. but i confidently said, that nothing will happen. and as i expected, mrs teo just said mrs low, pls remind ur class to bring this and that. haha, then mrs tep gave me the "you-better-watch-out-during-shooting" face. haha, i dont give a damn. (: oh yea, theres a new guy in class. dunno called what xin or sth. crap la. he will be taggin along for camp. -.- heng his here for only a month, haha. and i am not tryna insult him but he seriously loooks like the guy in Up. with him button-ing up his shirt. i knew at the first glance i wont like him and his a pure nerd. HE, his with my group. vivien scared him out. haha, then when going back, i said to him," do u know that u can seriously not button the first button!?" scared him out. hahaha! i was laughing my ass off. haha, newbies, are always meant to be pranked and become good friends after that, haha. i am not really looking forward to know whats with the camp arrangement. i dont want it to be according to reg. no. pls. lets all pray for vivien and shi hao.
fuck.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
from my title, you can tell i am damn pissed off. got back sci and math test results today, fuck. shant mention it. science, lowest in class, everyone was giving me the shock face--junru, jasmine, pearlyn and all the other dudes. haha. el presentation, forgot to bring the board which i spent like 10 years doing! :@ then i was like laughing all the way and rolling my eyes at the ginola. -.- jasmine made me laugh thruout! she was doing funny faces all the way, ahahaha! thanks, it totally unstressed me.(: went macs with junru after school to lunch efore collecting the class tee. haha, spent almost an hour walking ard before finally deciding on macs, tsk. went redhill, needa change train at city hall. walked there, like what we did the last time, lol. checked the sizes and everything. correct. carried two big bags of clothes and left for bishan. with junru holding the free tee, haha. she took her share for the tee. lol! i was cursing the guys in 1 faith all the way cos they are so un-man not to help girls carry heavy stuff. thats so un-manly, tsk. OH YA, went paying the balance, we actually had not enough money!! i was damn paisei then i just told junru, i pay first, nvm. so i fished out $50. i felt so poor after that. -.- i swear i am gonna hate the ppl who didn pay, argh! trained to bishan to have a cup of mc flurry first, haha. its damn heavy the clothes. junru and i were predicting that no guys in the class will be able to carry it, haha, losers. seriously, thats not what i believe of 1 faith guys. i know they arent cowards and losers. its just that they have no courage to face it that they should follow girls to collect stuff. UNMATURE. everyone says i am damn open-minded. i dont know if i really am. a lot of ppl say i am too open-minded,some. LOL. i really dont feel so. tell me! what did i do that makes me open-minded? oh, results. haha, thats all. thats called cheerful, not open-minded. not button-ing up = open-minded too? lol, its hot. but i dont mind being open-minded, haha, its a good thing! :D
17 august
Monday, August 17, 2009
end of common test! yay! maths is horribly tough, damn it. left ques 11 blank. i was like wtf-ing all the way after the paper. haha, damn it. the end of CT, of course must enjoy myself! met up with prej! haha, long time never see her le! haha! went eat at subway, then play bowling. needa run in the rain like crazy, i was drenched totally, like dropped into swimming pool. haha. went play volleyball at sujing's void deck. haha, its damn shiok cos its high ceiling. mum called at 4+ said she was going out but its like still damn early. i am showing the sneaky eyes..[tt] i ask her to go my house when my mum leaves. haha, its damn fun! then she stayed for like 0.5 hour, after invading my house, haha! we kept hearing some noisees so we had thinkings that my mum was back. scared the shit out of me! gonna watch tv, bye all.(: oh ya! yuheng gotta blog! his the first guy i know to have a blog in our class. haha! and his language is damn funny la! oh, and ginola sucks, he keeps claiming that i owe him 2 bucks, crap. shall go school and scold him tmr! Labels: now i know how its feels to be a thief.
16 august
Sunday, August 16, 2009
went out for lunch today, at Liang court which is like at the other end of yishun, tsk. with my brother, mum and dad. went to the restaurant at Novotel hotel and i cant believe i was wearing causal wear, shorts. haha, so random. my brother and i went to check out audiohouse and its damn big. my mum and dad checked out their stuff themselves. my brother was lalala-ing about putting a new TV in his room. haha, wth. he saw a panasonic tv, $799, he say he want it in his room, crap. i wanna new tv for my room too! though its stilll new.-.- we then saw a huge camera lens which was a 7 figure digit. its damn big and heavy and i wondered who will buy. but there seem to be a lot of ppl who wanna buy, amazed. went kinokuniya. my brother's a member. they are having 20% off storewide. was looking at george owell's books[ author of animal farm] seemed sorta nice. saw stephen king's too. i was quite interested but seriously, the words are too small and its too thick. i am watching their drama though, haha. went to japanese market, their stuff are really expensive, as in really. their sashimi was 20+ which was just a small little bit. their watermelon was more than 100 bucks. cheat ppl's momey. but i must say, its really big. real big. brother's going to watch movie, at vivo. wth, i wanna watch too. todays the last day of the Da Vinca exibition. i wanna go, sads! i was really quite affected over it when i didn really had time over the past 3 months to just make a visit there. argh, tsk. i realised that elaine and corny was quite interested. haha, wth. its too late. but for like exibits like this, i prefer to go with guys. cos u will like understand what is the opposite sex thinking. prefarbly with just a guy, cos u cant go to this kind of stuff with a big group, otherwise u will definitely cant appreciate the art. just like last time, we will all go for these kinda stuff, with guys. but i really prefer to go with just a guy. haha, but i think the guys in 1 faith just dont suit to go out. cos they are like not those who will go for this. tsk, sads. not like in pri school. haha, i know jermaine will definitely ask me to go. LOL. gotta start studying, bye! i am looking forward to tmr, after the exams. haha, i am SO GONNA ENJOY THIS. random message,: Carlsberg, PROBABLY the best beer in the world.
back SYFC!
Saturday, August 15, 2009
haha, i am finally back at SYFC. i think i wasnt there for a month. haha, did practical today! its damn fun! and, all 6 girls came, haha! janice and E E joined the other group while, me, syazana, corelia and phoebe were in a group ourselves. it was damn funny during grouping cos we are to e in groups of 4. syazana was damn cool cos she told back senior that, no means no. haha, in the end, the two youngeest according to b-dae months went to join the guys.[tt] haha, flew jeremy's plane, found that his plane just suited me. he bullied me, okay? haha, and his plane is DAMN NICE! its white and got 2 strrings dangling behind. haha! he told only me to go and try out taking off and landing the plane. woah, its damn fun! cause his balsa wood plane is totally different from my shitty plastic plane. or the paper planes that i fold in class. haha! then,then, he say,debbie, debbie, please dont crash my plane! i still needa put it for demo in my school. he say if i dont crash, he treat me to drink. cos he say if he teach well, trainer treat him to drink. LOL! anyway, jeremy's hand is injured, seriously. he got burned by iron and there is a big patch there now. damn sad case. hope he get well soon cos i can tell his really in pain. anw,played frisbee after class with phoebe and janice. and when polar bear and trainers walk past, er hem..[janice, cornelia!] *winks to phoebe* haha! oh ya, wayne and harvin were bullyinh rui nah cos her b-dae. they pour water over her! call themselves guy, tsk. and they left their bottles behind! kind-hearted janice went to pick it up. and i am so gonna scold the shit out of wayne and harvin later. and conclusion for today, theres a lot: -i cant throw frisbee. -the frisbee doesnt like phoebe but only janice. -harvin and wayne are gonna be so dead. -phoebe never puts in effort and blames the wind. haha! -janice is so kind-hearted. -the 3 of us finished half the container of water.[the one where u can choose the hot/cold] -jeremy bullies me. retarded jelly-fish! :p -i recieved my rank from corny today! yay! -too bad for that shitty beber that he has to sign over 200+ certs. thats just too bad. anyway, was tagged by jasmine to do quiz. and she only asked me! tsk. she wanted to see what my messages are all about! privacy! 1. Grab Your Phone. yea, so? 2. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone? unglam pic of phoebe with her crossing her leg while talkin on the phone. haha! 3. What's your ringtone? Sony Ericsson. cause i find the ringtone not very common in s'pore and all the HK dramas use it. 4. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M? macs delivery. cos we order during syfc. 5. Who's the last person you called? Ginola. 6. Who was your last missed call from? Ginola. 7. Who's the 1st person who comes up under C? cheong yeow, cousin! 8. Who's your speed dial number 2? i didn set speed dial. 9. What does 3rd text in ur inbox say? its from ginola, and i really cant say cos it really between the two of us. 10. Who was your last received call from? jasmine's house 11. What does your 2nd sentbox text say? Kelvin[my brother] haven't. i having my common tests, how to upload?! 12. How many messages are currently in your inbox? unlimited. 13. What is the wallpaper? me, brother, sister. taken on a australia bus. 14. Who's speed dial number 1? i told u i didn set speed dial. 15. Who is the 15th message from in your inbox? cornelia!: Hey there's syfc today right? Like no one at the gate waiting for the mini bus one... 16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B? dont have. 17. How many bars of signal do you currently have? Full! 18. What network are you on? Singtel. 19. Name every person you have a message from in your inbox. hmm, really wanna know? sure. cornelia. elaine. ginola. gladys. janice. jasmine. jixin. jun ru. kelvin. michelle. pearlyn. phoebe. zuoel. 5 mesaages from unknown. 20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say? kelvin: mm okay okay. Nvm then. u rem call mum to say ur coming home later ah. to jasmine: i have such a loving brother, dont i? 21. Who is the first person in your contacts? Abigail 22. Who is the last name in your contacts? Zuoel 23. What does the last text in your inbox say? ginola: where am i? why u want to know? dont stalk me la. go stalk ur yuheng la. and like what if............ [not saying the last part cos its really private and its our biggest secrets] 24. What is your screensaver? cornelia's class plane. its hung on their window and when theres wind, it will fly. so cool! 25. What is your balance? i dont use prepaid. 26. Who's the last person under H? Hui lee! 27. What is your bluetooth name? *debbie!* hahaha, jasmine, dont keep thinking abt me messaging ginola. we are best friends okay. and too bad cos my brother messaged me often and we message each other everyday. too bad. and, ginola and i are just pure friends, nothing else. we just share the biggest secrets in the world. nothing else. and its just too bad that u cant see whats in my inbox. :p Labels: i love u.
LOVE TO DANCE!!!!
Monday, August 10, 2009
went to gladys house to discuss about the aesthetics and stuff today. we decided to do hip hop and malay in the end, with gladys teaching hip hop and me teaching malay. haha, we had a hard time cherographing our own dance. gladys finally invented her own dance after me giving many comments that are quite straight. SO SOORRY, GLADYS FOR BEING TOO STRAIGHT WITH MY COMMENTS! so sorry! gladys was sorta restless for a while, but after some break and stuff, she's up again! finally, we ended with superb dance! i even asked xueyi for help! haha! gladys punched in all the emotions that were outta place, LOL. she even put out of place emotions for wayne! omg! haha, so lame. sorry for everything!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
Sunday, August 9, 2009
haha went out for lunch at sembawang, near sun plaza. and i thought from the place we were eating, i can spot jasmine's house. LOL! haha, today is my last day of using unlimited sms. cause my bro is back from batam. LOL. its seriously damn shiok having unlimited cos u can like spam ppl like crazy, right cornelia? after lunch, went sim lim to repair 2 laptops. LOL. wait wait wait. then when they finish inspecting our laptops, they said need around 4 hours to repair it. so we went downstairs and it was some art college as in those college that teach ppl abt artistic stuff etc. took awesome photos! the pictures painted on the wall is seriously damn artistic. spammed my phone memory, LOL.will upload the pics later after i finish bathing and if i remember to. went to catch the fireworks and before that went to fetch my bro. he bought crazily loads of stuff, eating stuff. LOL, his finally back! haha! he said everything about batam, how boring is it, theres no police station there and for the bus, the driver who drives past u, will just call u," hey wanna come on board?" haha, i think its damn cool and fun! drive drive drive. luckily i brought along my bro's cam-canonD500, if not he will say i noob, nvr bring camera for fireworks. he said he wanted to change the lens for the cam and i thought it was a pretty good idea since we both love photograph much. anw, my bro, mum and me went to catch the fireworks while i was messaging UNKNOWN. UNKNOWN had tickets to NDP and he said he went several times alrdy, and he got so bored that he sms-ed me even during the fireworks! wth, i wanted the tickets but dont have! UNKNOWN claimed that cos his dad friend brother has a very high rank in the army, so gotta the tickets. then then, i ask him what time is the fireworks butthen he just didn get the point and told me this and that this and that. and even called me NO BRAIN. at that point in time, i felt nothing else beside feeling like giving him a punch. and he told me some things which i think shant blog abt it or he will just get pissed over it. and haha, i shall threaten him with that, oppss! was opposite esplanade the bus-stop and i was standing at the first row so i got a pretty good view. i only took videos and no photos cos i know for my phone,(C905) the shutter speed is too slow and after taking a pic, it needa load and then press back and i thought it was sorta retarded. its like, since its a camera phone with 8 megapixel, they should just might as well make the shutter speed like D500, like no need press, just take take take, with no pause. isnt it better since its a camera phone? retarded SE inventor of C905. shall post the firework videos and the pics[if possible] next time. and omg, i owe a lot of people pictures. elaine and guys-junru birthday. cornelia and guys--1-3 jun pics that are taken with my phone. janice--26 april, hwa chong demo cum cip. everyone, the random shots and everything, that are taken with my phone, so SOOORRRRYYY! oh, btw, sorry reminds me of janice when she hada dance tele-tubbie in front of me as a prac for her guides when her senior had to step down. haha, i dont mind seeing it again! :D btw, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, SINGAPOREANS!
HIP HOP, I AM FORWARD TO MEETING YOU!
Saturday, August 8, 2009
haha, i have suddenly fallen in love with hip hop after watching Krystal's NUS dance videos. i think its just so cool, because you can really express yourself through dance. haha, dance. i really miss the days when we had chinese dance in school, when we often slack halfway through the dance when teacher is not around, end up talking and our teacher look thru the back door and realise what we are doing. and of course, we arent let off easily, haha! was forced to wake up today by a LOT phonecalls following after each other. first, my grandma. asked me if i was fine in her hainanese. me, who dont understand anything, just ya ya papaya all the way. second, Jixin. she call my 9653 hp 8 times yesterday then she say kel picked up and he was in Batam and she got a shock of her life and she called my house. our convo started with perfect chinese to flawless english. cool isnt it? 3rd. friend. ask me going back SYFC today. friend. ask me want go jurong point which is at the other end of singapore for me. nopes and i was sorta regretting for not agreeing cause i am rotting at home. but i think my mum wont allow too cause my MC ends today. LOL. a lot more phone calls, lazy elaborate. having unlimited sms for 3 days since kel went batam and my phone had auto roaming and so we changed numbers temporarily. haha, unlimited sms, can spam ppl's inbox[right, cornelia?] haha, i didn really spam anyone cause i sms-ed different people. LOL. its damn shiok la. i am gonna ask my mum to get the plan with unlimited sms, seriously. who can survive with 700 sms a month? ahh, on average, u can only sms 20 a day. thats like finished in class alrdy for messaging ppl[er hem..] haha, unlimited. shiok ah! having lunch with relatives from my paternal side. and as i said, i didn even talk to my dad for a month, how can i even talk to his family? and i cant stand my aunts and ppl. to me, they are all damn hypocrites la, ESPECIALLY MY AUNT. she is just a bitch, who thinks she is damn skinny when in fact she is not. and she acts that she eats damn little when her lie is exposed by me, secretly. SCENARIO: aunt: i dont eat so much one leh, i share with u, bro.[my dad] dad: okay lor. i not very hungry too. aunt:kk. grandpa:ehh, whose not very hungry? share rice. aunt:me, i not very hungry..pa, share with you. me, who understands whats in her naive mind:aunt, u sharing with my dad+sharing with grandpa, doesnt that makes u eat 1 bowl? just order a bowl for yourself. we can afford it.*whispering to myself, stop acting, u fool who thinks i know nothing.* she got nothing to say and though the whole lunch was awkard, i didn really give a damn. i dont even want to eat with them la, eating with them, equals to spoiling my mood and waste of time. i think i am just gonna fake up some meidcal problems with myself like fever or whatever shit. JUST DONT WANNA EAT WITH THEM. plus, kel is not around, sighs, bang-seh me to be tortured with hypocrites. damn it. was damn pissed off with my dad yesterday night. the laptop in my room wasnt working so i asked him to come and take a look. i dont really like talking to him because, in short, his pure irritating and tries to act that he knows everything when in fact, what he knows is lesser than the 3rd grader. so i just slammed the door and he chanted chanted and chanted. i couldd have just slapped him on the spot. i could have just scolded him in the face but i was tired so i just asked him to leave my room because i needed to sleep. watching MAN VS WILD now and his giving a lot of comments like why bear grylls shouldn do this and that. i felt like slapping him and throw him into a forest and i can bet that he will die, within an hour. damn it. damn this whole thing.damn this dad. i hate him. to me, he is just a person living in the same home as me, who gives me money and nothing else. no happiness, nothing. i have just take it that my dad died long ago. i dont really give a damn to this family, to say the truth. my dad, as i said, knows nth abt me and just causes plain trouble for everyone. my mum, only knows how to lecure ppl and tidy the house and help me with my chi. my sis, away in australia studying. she has her life, and she finds me a nuisance when i didn even talk to her. my bro, at least he buy things for me but he has a girlfriend and obviously, even if he is free, it wouldn be used on me. so tell me, who can i talk to? who really understands what i am going thru when ur family have no idea what u are doing and how u are doing. who understands? tell me. i find happiness myself, with my friends but not with my family. i hate my family, esp my dad. pisses me off totally. ppl have siblings to talk to or for jasmine's case, at least she talks with her mum. but is like, wa lao, i wanna talk to my mum, she just ask me to study.i cant even sit down and have a talk with her. cant stand this whole thing. someday i will die from bottling too much things in my heart.
DANCE=SHAKING YOUR BUTT
Friday, August 7, 2009
was talking abt dance with gladys on the phone, online. and we just realised that we were damn slow, to realise that we need to get things done, NOW WHEN IT IS DUE NEXT TUESDAY. gladys wanted malay and shi dance at first, sama sama to elaine. buthen, haha, i used to be in chi dance before, believe it or not, u can ask my pri school mates and i realised that if we don chi dance, then we need to think of other steps for the guys cos in chinese dance then is boys and girls cannot have the same dance steps one. LOL. concluded with hip hop and malay. now the problem arrives. HIP HOP. i am actually looking forward to dancing it, and i dont really have nothing to be scared of in front of Gladys. BUT, in front of the whole class, even if i can dance, i think i will be stiffed in front of the class. then, i suggested that Krystal might actually know hip hop well since she is in dance at NUS, called dancematic, I THINK. and i saw her fb and blog, and i thought i could actually consult her. but, i long time nvr see her. then, is like if i suddenly look for her and ask for favour, it wouldn look very nice.. so, the end of idea and i guess i can just rely on her videos that are on fb, sighs. gotta look for malay dance. heehee. oh, er, theres this burning question in my heart. will anyone even care if i were to migrate to somewhere faraway like Australia? i really have the intention just 0.5 hour ago. yet in less than 10min, i changed my mind. because i realised that i cant give up everything here, or particularly the guy i love most. because i know i cant give up.
DEATH OR LOVE?
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
i shall talk about love today. i will save death for later posts. whats love? love 1 romantic attraction[transitive not in progressive] to have a strong feeling of affection for someone, combined with sexual attraction: I love you, Tracy. He was the only man she had ever loved. 2 care about[transitive not in progressive] to care very much about someone, especially a member of your family or a close friend: I love my grandad so much. I've always loved children. much-loved/well-loved In 1941, her much-loved sister was killed in an accident. Many people feel guilty after the death of a loved one. 3 like/enjoy[transitive] to like something very much or enjoy doing something very much: I love carrots. Jeff loves his work. I love the way she sings that song. Amy had always loved New York. love doing something I love going out to restaurants. love to do something We all love to talk about ourselves. I'd love to (do something) spoken (=used to say that you would really like to do something) 'Would you like to come swimming with us?' 'I'd love to.' I'd have loved to have stayed till the end. I'd love to know just why they did that. 4 loyalty[transitive not in progressive] to have a strong feeling of loyalty to your country, an institution etc: Dad's always loved the navy. 5 I love it!spoken used when you are amused by something, especially by someone else's mistake or bad luck: 'And then her boyfriend walked in and saw her kissing Ray.' 'I love it!' 6 somebody's going to love somethingspoken a) used to say that someone will enjoy something: Listen guys, you're going to love this. b) used to say that someone will not be pleased about something: I'm going to love telling him we've changed our minds again. ➔ lover -Definition from the Longman Dictionary of Contemporary English Advanced Learner's Dictionary. haha, so many definitions. i shall talk about the love for like the kind of love i love a person, the kind of love which you will wanna spend the rest of your life with first. LOVE-i thought purple is a romantic color. haha,anyway,it taught me a lot of things. it thought me that it causes you to go crazy and everything else. you may love someone else deeply but that person dont really give a damn and instead say nasty things to you, which totally breaks your heart. to me, the opposite sex just does abad things to you yet make you love him/her. i seen many love scenarios in front of me before and i always asked,"what makes you love him/her? he/she dont deserve to be with you." but they always just tell me, because i just love them. whose never been in love before? i did. and i really hate it. i will always all the love things that happened to me. PRI 1, this guy from my class asked me to be his girlfriend. but i, who is still childish and retarded, foolishly said no. and after that, cause of being very close friends, i found myself in love with him and was totally so for 4 years. damn me. i regretted so much not agreeing the last time. right now, his at HCI, his brother knew my brother and were the best of buddies so i will say our family communications should be of no problem. haha,but its too late. P5, i started being in love with someone who love me too. i thought i finally found a guy whom i can trust and really rely on, always supporting me and stuff. we lasted for 2 years. he went to a great school while i came to KCP. coming to secondary school, i met another guy WHO I REALLY LOVED THIS TIME AND IS SERIOUS ABOUT IT. i thought he was my everything and even foolishly broke up with the previous guy to totally love this one. but when i told all my friends all about it, they asked me if i was sure abouyt this guy. i was confused, thinking why my friends said this.i expected them to be happy, sharing joy with me, but they didn. i am greatly disappointed. the other kind of love, like enjoy. i got nothing to say about this kind of love, because i dont particularly enjoy or liking something. maybe i just enjoy sessions when i have a good talk and laugh with my close friends. i think thats what i really enjoy and long for everytime. haha! what is love to you? haha, i am very interested to know other people's definition of love and what they think of it. so people, please leave a tag of what you think of love, thanks! :DDD ps:Ginola so likes his pillow that he had fallen in love with it. Labels: but still, thanks. those 3 words meant a lot. Though it was supposed to be joke
2nd post of the day
 this picture will be of use later cause it may somehow concern what i am gonna say later. and because this is what i really want when i grow up, to visit all the sunsets/sunrise with my love. and if you watched "fei tian xi shi", you will know that if you see things with different pespectives, you will get different answers. in this case, sunrise and sunset. someone asked me a very interesting question in midst of our conversation today. this person is a guy and i thought that he really needs understanding of girls. no names will be mentioned because this person said he didn want his name to be. we were talking about like if something real sad happen to a girl, i as a girl, will want to meet up with the friend. but this friend of mine, said that he will rather just settle it on the phone and save the hassle. my pespective as the victim(girls) : if i am really done, especiallly something sad happened, i will really want to meet up with my friends and tell them about my problems. telling someone or a group of friends whom you trust really helps when you are down. even if your friends can't helpl you with what you are facing, at least telling someone is better because at least you will have a load off your heart. my pespective as the victim's friend(girl) : i will definitely ask my friend out, regardless of whether we are gonna talk things or whether we going to have some fun. i just dont want my friend to be sad, even for a short period of time. perhaps maybe a chat cheers her up? then the transport and begging of your parents to let you out really doesn't really matter anymore. its just a smile that matters as the phrase goes," action speaks louder than words". and, it has always been a "responsibilty" of yourself, as a friend to consosle your friend( a good one especially) when they are really done. thats what i always thought. my pespective as the victim's friend(guy) : should i call her or message her? or maybe i shouldnt even contact her. thats whats in a typicals guy's mind. they are in decisive, always wanting simplicity. or put in an uglier tone, they are pure lazy. they dont even really give a damn if their friend is down and just talk whats on their mind, and thats what i call being straightforward. straightforward can be a good thing and bad thing but i shant elaborate on that since my topic is on whats everyone's mind. guys, i really got a lot to say. i once asked the same guy who had this conv. with me," why is it that you guys wanna make things so awkard and cant just end it well and peacefully?" and the guy told me,"because we guys wanna end it cool." i gotta nothing to reply and kept thinking about this for the next few days. i had this question was because i told a guy i really loved that i love him but he told me to just give up and stuff. and after that, he ignored me for quite some time. and i really dont get whats on his mind in that point in time. i feel like a fool now thinking about it. i was so lost that i totally didn know what to do and my academic start dropping, because of this guy. and that guy ignored me for exactly 4 months, before we started talking to each other again. those 4 months were really crucial to me, which thought me that guys are heartless but yet they make you love them. even though i tried to give up on a guy i know i shouldn love, but i still cant. and after the 4 months, i even lied to him that i gave up. the lie carried on and i cant stand it anymore. finally, i told him again that i didn give up. he was stunned. he told me to give up again and stuff. and i think we didn talk for a month again, i think. finally, i knew this cant carry on, i mustered up all my courage and said that i really gave up which in fact i knew i didn and was lying. he told me back after a few days that he really wants me to give up and feels really sorry for me and that he understands how i feel to be rejected. he had been in love before too. he was too rejected. i didn know what to say so i just said, oh okay. Right now, i and the guy i am talking about are still friends, best friends. Even though its still quite awkard between us, i know that i can only hide my feelings that i love him and remain good friends with him. My memories of this guy, theres gotta be a lot. i was arranged by my teacher that we were supposed to sit together every lesson. thats how i know him. and amazingly, we talked a lot. and thats when my feelings start to develop. Rumours also started and teachers started talking about it. the teacher who arranged us startedeverything. this caused a lot if unhappiness between us and our friends begun to address us by what the rumours call. so when the homeroom system was paused, i was quite happy because of not sitting with him, i have no more rumours. but, i realised one thing. i am starting to miss the laughter and his presence, forever doing and saying funny things that really makes my day. i missed all of those stuff. i knew then. i knew that that i really loved him. we became so close for a period of time that we even sms each other everyday, each time at least 30 sms-es.. i even foolishly made 'My happy ending-Avril Lavigne' to be the song for my memory for him forever. i purposely downloaded the song, set it as my ringtone, message alert, alarm ring, everything. i just loved him and the song so much that i almost went crazy. my closer friends at that point in time knew i was in love and asked if i was serious abt the guy. i was, i was serious about him. i am always serious in relationships, especially since my last break-up. i even broke up with my ex just because of this current guy. foolish me, isnt it? Jesus so loved we people so he sent his one and only son to atone for our mistakes and everything. at that point in time, i even swore that i wouldn mind dying for him for i so love him. i even wrote my love for him on a small piece of paper and buried it in the 'garden' downstairs of my house. right now, i dug it out again, put it another piece of paper that wrote:'' because i love you so''. there are still a lot of things that i didn want to write anymore. but i will always remember that i loved a guy so much before and i will never forget for i made a lot of sacrifices for him. last thing i want to say is, i love you forever and ever. right now, the song that i love most is Big Big World by Emilia.
I HATE MY MUM!!!!
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
i swear i really hate my mum and not really giving a damn to her anymore. she is outrageous, unreasonable and bosses people around as if she is the biggest in the whole wide world. there are so many times i would just wanted to scold fuck in her face. one great example of my PERFECT mum: she was acting crazy today since the morning. she talked damn loud as if we were deaf. kelvin and i were watching TV and we were in great moods and there she came, and be a SPOILSPORT. she scolded us, for not keeping the things properly, so randomly. fine. then, she scolded my brother for not keeping his bag. fine. then, she scolded me FOR NOTHING. she claimed that i should call the school and ask them for a re-test for missing tmr's el and cl common test when i told her many times thats inpossible. she started ranting like a mad woman and i just slammed the door. i called the school, and i felt like a total fool when mrs low was talking to me. wtf. cos she was talking damn fast and the background was noisy. so, i relayed the message to my mum, again. and i was like practically dui niu tan qing! she didn even give a damn. i could just went to her and slap her on the spot la. pissed off. wtf man. anw, heard from jasmine that mrs chan is finally baack. yay! :DDD they had el presetation--patrick, vidurraa and unknown and unknown. hw for me today: geog GFA sci theory chi zuo ye pg 1 2 4 6 7 8. haha all the hw piling up... waiting for the 17th august. last day of commonn test, can go bowling with JUNRU! yay! :DDDD Labels: shut up.
HAHA!
today was sorta retarded. woke up endless times from 530 then 730(to read junru's sms) and finally at 10. ate cereal and i started to go online while talking to jasmine and meihui while reading the papers. in the afternoon: jasmine told me she was being stalked online at the library. i THOUGHT she was still there and this is our conv.(i shall just copy and paste): you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: debbie! confessions says: ? you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: i met a stalker confessions says: who? where? serious? you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: i dunno who! at the library! confessions says: huh? guy? you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: i randomly walked into the children's coner, then i like got sensed someone following me. then i turned back, and looked at that guy i the eye before he turned and looked at some random P1 book. .__. confessions says: tell me slowly whats happening hmmm you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: then i wlked out, to the comics section, that baka also followed me there. plusplus, the comic section is one shelf nia confessions says: is the library crowded now? you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: nah, i went just now. its not crowed confessions says: oh you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: crowded* confessions says: u still there now?! you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: NO LA! alamak, i haven finish confessions says: woah! scared me yea, continue you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: at the comic section, i just turned and look at him then he smiled at me sio lefgasjebvflekajhbrgt like some kind of pervert. -.- confessions says: err what were u wearing? you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: clothes la. confessions says: fbt? you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: :B i mean normal clothes that i am forever wearing. i'm not wearin fbt confessions says: the normal long than fbt shorts? *longer you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: knee-lenghed confessions says: wth! can ask that tyco go eat shit la you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: somekind of mental problem sio confessions says: if its me, i will just walk up to that person and ask him,"see what see? whats the problem with you?" haha! you're now talking to a crappy person©® ¡¡¿¿ says: HAH! liek ou will do that. cos got ppl knock on your door you also scared liao like you* :B oh wait. the last part of the story. i went into the place where uncles and aunties sit there to read newspaper, then i put my book s there and walked off. he dissapeared! woo phhbttt are you off to toilet break? therebe therebe therebe therebe are you there? *to be sung to 'ponyo's' song hmm.. perhaps you've fell asleep. gotta go have a nap. chat with yah later! bye haha, arent our conversation interesting? it has always been interesting. ahh, so random. jasmine is just so funny, forever cheering me up when i am done and being my crraaazzzzyyyy! haha! not forgetting the rest of the girls, esp. elaine and Gladys and pearlyn and junru! ah, too many! i want to take this chance and thank all for you girls. THANKS LOADS! :DDDDD and i will always remember the "gossip sessions" that we had! psps: haha, regarding jasmine being stalked, i got just 1 thing to say. maybe jasmine is just too hot. haha!
2nd post of the day
Monday, August 3, 2009
 just recieved new that i gotta rank alrdy! haha! OMG, I AM SO DAMN HAPPY! FINALLY I CAN WALK ARD SYFC WITH A RANK AND NOT WITH JUST AN EMPTY SIDE! haha, i have been waiting for so long for this rank. though its the lowest rank, its still better than nothing. hahahahaha, i am SO HAPPY NOW! :DDDD GRINS FOR THE DAY! CONGRATS TO ALL THE YEAR 1S TOO WHOM WE ALL SURVIVED THROUGH THE BEBER'S FALLING-ASLEEP-LECTURES AND EVERYTHING ELSE! and i finally understood when wayne said he was a JCA. NOW I KNOW WHY. ps: the lowest rank starts from cadet aeromodeller to junior cadet aeromodeller to senior cadet aeromodeller to junior cadet pilot to senior cadet pilot to junior pilot to senior pilot. haha, i have actually been eyeing on the senior pilot for a long time and i really want to fly a plane. Labels: HAPPY
HOME+FILE, WHERE ARE YOU?
staying at home didn really suck when you have friends who are online and when your talk abt heavens and the earth again. online the whole day. talked to jasmine and meihui the whole day. AMAZING. realised that my file was in school yesterday and i think i lost it. i cant lose it cos its damn thick, which proves that theres loadsa stuff inside. DAMN. asked yuheng and junru help me find. but i dare to say yuheng didn even bother. thanks junru for helping me look for it. i have no idea where is it. i remember its still with me during chi class, and for after that, i dont know. DAMN. THERES THIS GUY IN MY CLASS WHOM I MENTIONED BEFORE, ASKED ME NOT TO PUT HIS NAME ON MY BLOG. SO I SHALL NICKNAMED HIM AS GINNY. HAHA! i think its pretty obvious for the 1 faithians to know who is it. haha! a GO woman called today. haha asking me what exactly happen, when my fever started and stuff. she claimed that she needed to report to MOE. so i just relate the whole story to her, lame. byesss.(: hope that i can find my file and pass my common test with flying colours! :D Labels: MISSING FILE.
who understands?
Saturday, August 1, 2009
i have H1N1 now. its pretty scary. i went to the doctors yesterday and they ran a test on me and they tested it positive of H1N1. they stuck sth in my nose and dripped something onto a indicator and there was a line that moved to positive. the doctor said,:" sorry,debbie. but you are tested positive for influenza A." i was shocked but i remained calm and just nodded my head. my mum who was beside me was pretty calm too. which is so-not-her. i was messaging ginola throughout the day so he was the first to know abt this. he thought i was joking so he asked elaine to call me and ask. then elaine told yuheng then yuheng messaged me. i called mrs low when i reached home. i put abt this on my MSn quick message and a lot of ppl came and ask thanks particularly, geriant, phoebe, weiqiang,jianhui,huishan and ginola[not really for ginola]and the rest for cheering me up when i was really down yesterday especially when my temperature was 38.9 my whole face was red,very red. everyone told me to get well soon, they all will pray for me and that i will be fine. they all understand what i am going through. but theres burning question in my mind," who really understands what i am going thru?" i cant even talk now cos i am really having a bad sore throat and running a high fever when meihui called, no sound came out of my mouth no matter how hard i tried. i could only message. i have no voice now, high temperature. this whole thing sucked. i just wish to recover asap and return back to school. i am having math and science test and el and cl common test this coming week and i cant even turn up for a week. sighs.. i will missing out a lot and i think my results will drop again. i am gonna miss the geog woman from the MOE or whatever shit, AGAIN. the last time she came, i remember i was away for the nationals but elaine claimed that i was around just that i was busy talking to yuheng. but really, no! i was really not around. sighs. i am gonna miss everyone so much. the last time when i came back from aust., iwas away for a week too. now, AGAIN. i really hate alll this.
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