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yesterday+today

Saturday, October 31, 2009

yesterday was fun.(i think) went bowling with Vivien, having and Di Kai and his bro. and i SWEAR DI KAI IS NOT CUTE. trained with Jasmine, Vivien, DI KIA and his bro. damn stressing Siam. i was freaking quiet cause i got nothing to say, like seriously. lalala~

Vivien insists that Di Kai is cute, but i donut find it so. oops! haha, but he really not! D: k la, maybe in his actions still okay, but his face..err.. haha.

SATURDAY
went back SYFC today, to do the asshole glider. actually, did nothing. went ard to look for wong while trying to avoid Harvin, tsk tsk. it wasnt easy though cause everyone was in the workshop and it was practically impossible. but sitll, we must thank harvin for TRYING to help us with the glider, lol.

cup-noodle-ed.

'scolded-ed' ground-schoolers. screw them man.

jump-shots.

pictures time.

sorry girls, i only uploaded a few cause we took simply too much. 102!?!?!? haha. these few were nicer, so i uploaded only these. randomly picked them though.

haha, we are trying to do LOL.

if you see clearly, its actually fly.

LOL, once again.

jump shots all the way...

bought this PILOT keychain. its damn cute with a plane on it.(: bought it at the SYFC gift shop. it was actually 5 bucks, but the auntie gave us a good bargain cause we were sec sch students and we were only priced at 3 bucks. woah, its on my phone now. and when i use my phone, there will be this metal-knocked-against-each-other sound. haha, yay, i am so damn freaking happy with the keychain, hahaha. and its metallic, makes it look precious. (: Janice, I, Cornelia all got it.(:

take a look. (:

i am here to submit my progress report again.(:

on friday.

when i was all alone, filled with strangers, i thought of him. where was he? and i realised that i am a fool. a pure fool. why was i so naive to thought of retarded things? why am i such a dumbass? my feelings for him change everyday. everyday i feel different. like, for today: i felt that i gave up already and could get over him.
i fail myself again today, i give myself 20/100.

on saturday.

i did well today.(: i didn't think of him the entire day.(: though i read our convos again, i did not feel like i love him, i thought i gave up already.(: the girls gave me a blast of my life, and made me laugh, out loud. (: i got over him today, i give myself 100/100. yay.(:

today: sunday.

i did terribly today. ): i signed in on MSN, and i saw him online. i wanted so much to go and talk to him, but i did not have the courage. i did not dare. D: i typed out hello, but i backspaced it. i typed out hey, but again, i backspaced it. till he put busy, then i closed the window. i felt like i am very deeply in love with him today, which i know i can't. i failed today, i give myself 5/100. ):

debbie typed.

i have decided.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

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i have decided, finally. a lot of people are asking me to continue my blog. like, they are forcing me. ER HEM. (STARING AT SOMEONE.)

okay, i must really thank this person for seeing me thru my sad times. haha, thanks dude. this guy, he comforted me when i was real sad about stuff. thanks a lot.(:

this person chose to remain anonymous, so, yea, i guess i will not reveal his name, haha.(:

totally enjoyed myself today. had lunch, then went to play volleyball with Junru opposite school. somehow, (okay, what i am gonna say, i say first, NO OFFENCE) i feel that without Mitreni and YongQing around, we seem to have a smooth game. okay, i sound bad. and even only me and Jasmine play, also very smooth, haha. i just talked crap.

laughed like shit and was screaming like a mad woman. haha. we are crazzy. (: banged the construction blocks, and was damn embarrassing. the ball rolled down the hill many times and we all practucally chasing after it like crazy. damn tiring.(:

went 7-eleven, bought drinks, stuff. mali kampong.

okay, i am here to submit my report for the day to my best-est friend(the person i mentioned above.)

i failed terribly today. i couldn't stand not seeing him for that few hours in school. holidays are approaching and i know i will miss him terribly. when i see him, i get so... the feeling is indescribable. i just feel like rushing to him and hugging him, but i can't, i really can't. i fail myself today. i give myself 20/100 today. i failed terribly. ):

debbie typed.

i think this will be my last post.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

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i have decided. i think this will be my last post on this blog. maybe i will post again, when something big happens. i dont think i will be updating anymore. as for why, i find that since a blog is for you to say whatever you wanna say, then if you can't, whats the point. (i am not referring to anyone) too many things have happened and i need time, i need time to calm down. i will update when i feel better or when the time is right, or when i am just free. i will update when i am happy. i promise i will try my very best to update, i promise.

i have moved to wordpress(for my own view). as for whats the add., i wont say. too bad, it just for my own view. haha, bye, everyone.

seeya.

debbie typed.

i have too many things to tell you. to say the truth, i really can't give up. but i want to tell you that i am willing to give up everything for you, i am willing, really. i am willing to give up the whole forest for a tree. whatever that you said, i can't accept it, i really can't. i cried for you, and i asked f it was worth it. i knew immediately, the answer is YES. did what you said came deeply from your heart? i don't believe so. her 9 words hit me hard, real hard. ** ****'* ***** *** ****** ***** ** ****'* ****** **. it hit me hard, i can't accept it, really. did what she said is true? i cried the moment she told me. i am sad, really sad about it.

i let the rain hit me today, the entire day. i stood in the rain, and it made me wake up. i asked myself repeatedly, why am i crying? why am i crying in the rain, in school? is it worth it? is it worth giving up my everything for you? what's on your mind exactly? what are you hiding from me? i am confused, i am confused over you. i tried to forget about you. but once again, the rain woke me up again, making me ask myself if i really want to forget you. today, i seemed to have got the answer. i DON'T want to forget you, no matter how i am forced. i DON'T want. i am not willing to. you made me shed so much tears, you made me cry. you made my life turn upside down. as for the question you asked me, i said the truth. i gotta a lot to tell you and say, but its not that i find no point in telling you. it was actually...it was actually because i did NOT have the courage to tell you so.

remember that night? i wished the one who accompanied me was you instead of him through the night. i cried in front of him, i asked him what i should do. i admit, i did drink, but it was for you. i am sorry for breaking my promise, i am really sorry.

however, i wanna THANK you for turning my life upside down, THANKS A LOT.

debbie typed, AGAIN.

one last phrase for the post: it's only okay to call someone stupid if they are acting like a smartass.

Labels: why must you use a knife and stab my heart constantly?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

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school was slack today. my bro asked me to just pon, but aiyah, go school so much batter than staying at home haha. completed 2 episodes of Supernatural in class, read till chapt. 6 of Fly Girl. ITS A FREAKING NICE BOOK. HAHAHA! i shall lend corn. aft. reading. corn. also recommended a book to me, i shall go and check it out at Yishun lib. since she says its avai. there. (((: aviation books are nice.(:

shooting today=SLACK.

played volleyball with Jasmine aft. sch. cam-whored! :D (with the BB boys ard, -.-) and i was lying in the center of the court, and sway sway Mr ten walk past, and he was teasing me! LOW KEUI!!! took a video, ER HEM. then jasmine and i had a pact that we both can't use one hand to hit. if we did, we have to do 5 push-ups. ): i did 5, same for Jasmine. she still owes me 10 push-ups. 'sa jiao-ed' on the way to the train station. as for what is it...haha.

was on the train, and aft. the door closed, i was leaning against it. suddenly the door opened again! almost screamed and fell out! lucky never! :D

FLY FLY FLY

okay, i am getting damn stressed up over the glider now. Harvin is helping me, but i feel that, OMG la, its getting harder and harder. i wanna be the champion. i want SYFC to get the champion so SYFC can boast about it. i wanna get the prize. i want want want it.

Harvin gave me some useful links and i shall list it all out. Cornelia, please go and take a look. Janice too.(:

http://www.wind-drifter.com/images/NormalLeftTurn.gif

http://www.tomswift.info/homepage/glider2.JPG

http://robotics.eecs.berkeley.edu/~ronf/MicroGlider/Figures/glider05.jpg

oh, and this, everyone, please go and take a look whether u are interested anot. (:

sgaviators.com

btw.

Monday, October 26, 2009

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btw, i decided to stop drinking. (:haha, good news man.:D haha, from now on, even if i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna drink, i will just have jolly shandy.((: cause jolly shandy has the smell of beer, but DOES NOT contain any alchohol. (: haha, isnt it a better choice?
well, i dont know how long can jolly shady hold me, but i will try my best to stop drinking. haha, i will and shall drink jolly shandy every day. its nice nice. and won't make me drunk. (:

CCA day is lame.

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i swear that KCP's CCA day is SUPER lame. -.- lalala~, not elaborating. kenna screamed at by Gladys Wee for sneaking off instead of shooting. -.- coach even threatened me that with every shot out of the black hole, 10 push-ups. haha, had 6 out of 30 shots out, but i sneaked off, without letting coach know. (: was hanging ard J8, Elaine, me, Jasmine, Pearlyn and Meihui were planning to go to Elaine's house to watch a movie cause they were renting but i declined cause i needed to go to the b to do research on the Amazing Flying Machine competition.

me, Cornelia, Janice, Syazana and E E seriously have to depend on ourselves cause i doubt Jun Kun will help us though he claims so, just like the previous competition. he helped, i admit, but to the least of his effort. we decided not to participate in any competitions again cause we can't trust him, like seriously. Yap and Philip Wong is so much nicer. especially wong, his damn nice, his forever, encouraging us. thanks wong. (:

saw ahmad at Yishun Lib and he accompanied me for the rest of the day. (:
he helped me look for books about gliders and we were talking about random stuff, like seriously random stuff, and he admitted that he changed, haha! he changed damn loads la, like seriously. OH YAH, i borrrowed FLY GIRL's book! WOOOHOOOO!!! :DDDD i have been like looking for the book since i alr visited their site, and i found that fly girl is damn interesting. i will seriously read this book till i understand it, haha. ((: shall tell corn. later. (:

haha, converting Supernatural's S3 so i can put into my ipod now. heeheehee. i think during free periods, i will just plug in and watch. WOOHOO! i am so happy.

note to Junru: i got pic of Kian How and his gf[i think] haha, i wanna talk to him and tease him! haha. and desmond chua, is he the one wearing specs, whom i think looks old? cause i thought his a young guy! but now i realised that his a middle-aged man! ):

slack

Saturday, October 24, 2009

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SYFC today is slack slack slack. last lesson yet so slack. was sun-tanning under the nice sun.(: haha, i am tanner now, and redder too. (:

didn't even fly. oh yah, and i, corny, E E and Janice signed up for the C130 ride again, since its free and we get another chance to sit it. yay.(: was deciding on whether to order macs and stuff, end up not ordering.

gave Angel sch email add. so she can send our respective schools the achievements we did. yay. i wannna more CCA points. :D

spent the whole afternoon doing a photo collage on all the places my families been and look at old photos at the same time. you will get a shock when you see the pics below. haha.