i gotta so many things to say, omg. wonder when will i finish typing. yea, so yesterday. last day of the camp and its sorta sad. happy birthday to pearlyn btw. hope you like everything we prepared for you. (:
our performance is pretty great and successful, i must say. ah, i wanna post the video yu lao shi took with my phone but it took more than 3 hours to load so i gave up. i will try some other day. same goes to the pictures.
full dress rehearsal was damn fun. with the mite test here and there, haha.
lunch.
performance! its great! WELL DONE 1 -FAITHIANS! :D no matter what, we all tried out best and we should be happy about it cause the rest of the schools are all in dramass. only us arent. yeap, pathetic us.
we didnt really get any prizess and could tell lao shi was disappointed. forgot to take pics with lao shi! D: but got take with zu jiao. (:
i miss the drama camp. i wanna have it again and again. so fun. ((: i love everyone whose in the camp. <3
pearlyn's surprise then went to have dinner. (: till 10+ (:
tuition today. sucks. ): noisy ppl here and there. freak la.
rant it out loud is here again. but todays topic is totally different.
i just never expected it to be her. as in, the way you talk to her and me is like so different and like.. undescrible. i am shock. i didnt know how to react to u two's way of talking. all i wanna tell you now is, give up hope on me, i am not going for you. i'm sorry. we can remain as good friends though. (:
bye, baby. (:
i dont know why when i saw you talking like this, i was down and i felt really confused? have i really fallen for you? but i dont want. i really dont want. never mind, forget about this. i am not in the mood for anything now. i wanna talk to someone, someone who understands what i am going through but the thing is, i realise all my friends are like, they dont understand what i am going through though they claim to. they CLAIM that they are ur best friends and that are someone whom you can trust and talk to, but all this just seem wrong. i just cant say it. i dont know how to say. who to tell to. nvm. i gotta bigger problem now.
what will your reaction be when you find out that you cant run anymore. when you find out that you can only walk forever. which also means, you are crippled now. how will you feel? when your dreams of wanting to do an ironman, being a pilot, taking part in marathons, going for swims regularly is impossible forever. when all of your hopes are dashed. when you are on the verge of falling and theres no one to save you. i thought all these would be over 4 years ago but its back.
at night~
had like 8 hamsters at the void deck when my family and i came home. everyone was like crowding around and whispering here and there. but soon everyone scrammed off without any helpful acts. -.- so, kel, dor and me became kind souls and called the police cause we were afraid that the wild cats which were common at my area will come and eat it up cause one of the cages were open. we all didnt wanna see dead bodies lying here and there tmr and have the disgusting smell waking us up. so yea, i know we are kind. (: was like mass-sending asking who wanted hamsters. cause at first there were 2 malay guys at the void deck skate-boarding claims that they want it but in the end they cant cause they called and asked their parents and they didnt allow. expected somehow. waited for almost 2 hours for SPCA to come then they called that theres a traffic jam so gotta wait. the three of us were damn freaking bored so we went home to take camera to cam-whore. muahahaha. was laughing damn loud and we all got damn high, haha. laughed so loud that my mum shouted from my house and asked why were we so noisy, haha. damn cool. (: ( i live on the 2nd storey fyi)
pics and videos maybe later, haha. :D not in the mood for anything now. ):
i wanna catch a few movies during this holidays. i wanna catch 2012, New Moon and Amelia. seems that meeting shi bei and jian lin for New Moon, Cornelia and Janice for Amelia. but 2012,, yet to find someone! D: anyone wanna watch with me, contact me okay! :D
Amelia is gonna be damn nice. talking about this person flying this plane and disappeared. cool nia.
New Moon is a must-watch! all the wolves here and there, with belle and edward, i wanna know how their love story turns out! :D
2012 is top-rated too! heard that a lot of people wanted to commit suicide after watching. i wanna see how good is it, of course! i wanna watch a movie that will change me, haha. (:
drama camp seems to get better and better by each second, minute, day. (: everyone wasnt interested at first, but i guess now nobody wanna leave the camp. all the zu jiao and teachers are so nice and fun, making every moment the best of our lives. thanks once again for all your efforts and time. (:
so today. hmmm. oh, we didnt had dance. isnt that great?! haha. my leg still aches you know! ): sads sads. hmm, then break. (SORRY JUNRU!) drama rehearsal with lao shi. fun fun. (: will post the videos and pics when i am free some other days. heehee. (: its nice lor. haha, credits to photographer debbie! HEEHEE!
lunch break, rehearsal again. fun! again. heeehee. played basketball during lunch though. somehow lady luck seem to be on my side today when i play basketball. *winks to Junru!*
games! :D water games day! :D throwing water bombs here and there is fun! HAHA! musical chairs and then some throwing games. kenna bombed a lot of times. wet. ): but its fun! hahaha! :D here and theresss, and its the end of the day alr. i am sorta missing the camp alr and its a sad case. )':
never mind, its okay. its the process that matters. (same applies to you too. )
RANT IT OUT LOUD is here again! :D heehee. todays one suppose to be long, but i am lazyy to type, heehee.
FUCK YOU BITCH. whats with you trying to copy my actions, my style of things, the way i speak. stop it okay. cause it just means you dont have your own style and needs to copy others to get friends. i TOTALLY DESPISE people, oh wait, sluts like you cause you are an ultimate loser. you wanna like the same guy as me? give up, asshole. cause it wont be east for you with me as ur competitor, bitch. get off my back and never appear in front of me ever again. (though i know we will see each other everyday.) let me tell you, the next time you see me, walk the opposite direction. dont appear in front of me or i wont be nice. today, 26 november 2009, will be the last day, me, debbie ko will be nice to you. dont even think of trying me, cause you wouldnt want to know the consequence asshole. get off my back. get off others back. PEOPLE WHO TALK TO YOU IS NOT EQUALS TO THE PERSON LIKING YOU AS A FRIEND. and you know what? all the people whom you like hates you. you gotta worst stage of life where everyone hates you. and i, despise you to the max. now you gotta no one to talk to, laugh with. awww, so sad. i pity you. my ass. YOU DESERVE IT BITCH. now get a life of yours and do it. try doing the same thing as me, and i will smash whatever you use the same as i do. talk to me and i will reply you with shooting arrows. dont even think about trying me, bitch.
ah, its been pretty long since i last posted. is feels real weird to be not in front of the comp for 3 days cause its like, i feel as if my life is so empty.
anyways, let me start with the camp. ((:
Day 1!
We were all damn cold to each other, and we were all split out into different groups. Luckily i am in the same group with Junru and Vonnie, haha. Met a new friend too, real nice friend, Qin Lin! haha! she's damn nice okay. Like, she is those who totally go out loud with me, yay, so fun! We also took great care of each other too. Haha, what a nice partner i have! :D
Having lectures here and there. Then went on to Bugis (Fu Lu Shou) to observe people and their mind and everything. Try to be like them and that write a report on what you think about them, like do you think they have been here for a long time, how old are they, etc. Though it seems lame, but its fun! haha. the day ends with me, Pearlyn, Jasmine and Junru going to take neos. The neos cheated our money though. ):
Day 2!
Lectures. Played games. Games like, soap and water where it works the same as ice hockey. Was damn pek check at this RI guy sia. His like a total piece of shit la. Like he damn freaking arrogant. He was saying freaking asshole things like, aiyah, very easy one la, how hard can it get! I was pissed at this one line of his. So, when it was my turn, i was crazily mad so i just gave it a hard serve and the soap flew out. Goal scored. He gotta nothing to say and i was proud of his omg-can-i-leave-this-place look. Ultimate loser. Played another game where we all had to sacrifice all the strings and long things that we had to make a as long rope as possible. Pretty fun and we won. ((: ONG JUN RU DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO PUT HER SHOELACE BACK TO SHOE. HAHAHA. Another game where needed to step other people's ballons without letting your own one's getting stepped. Quite fun but ended fast. ): Tired at the end of the day. Bus-ed home with Jasmine. Had a fun time with Jasmine on the bus, hahaha. ((:
Day 3! Today!
Lectures in the morning. Had some hands-on to do a robot. skipsss. Dance in the morning was damn jia lat. There goes all my dignity sia. OMG. Leg ache! Tsk tsk tsk. ):
Had class with Lao Shi. Was damn funny! I laughed till i gotta sore throat, haha! Lucky Jasmine didn't be the clock, haha! :D Was to be a marathon runner, somehow. Credits to Tan Mei Hui. -.-
Games. Had some sort of looking here and there game. LAME! Went home, cam-whored. A while, like only 2 pics. -.- but the scenery was nice, haha.
Looking forward to tmr. Water Games. But i'm not really looking forward to seeing water. Argh.
Here to rant again.
HEY YOU, BITCH. You deserved to be scolded BITCH by me in front of everyone. You deserve it, woman. You know i hate you and yet you still wanna stick to me, us. Flirt in front of everyone. Order everyone when you are nothing except a lousy piece of shit. It is him whose the leader, NOT you. Mind your own business. I thought you are mature enough to know when to shut up and when to talk. Oh, but you don't seem to know. STUPID ASS. STOP STICKING TO ME, US. We all gotta enough of your nonsense. When we don't speak, doesn't mean we like you. Get OUT of our lives and a life of yourself. Change your life and stop getting involved with us.
Rant about another person:
JONAS DION CHEW. YOU LOOK HERE. I HATE YOU TO THE MAX. IF YOU WANNA COMMENT THEN FUCK OFF. I DON'T WANT OR NEED YOUR HOLY CRAP. This includes everyone else who wanna comment about this Jonas. Once again, i didn't force you to read my blog. You came here willingly. BTW JONAS. Next time you wanna say fuck your mother right, say it with more style can a not. Don't go sit like some old man, plugging into your ear phones and scold fuck your mother behind my back continously 5 times. SON-OF-A-BITCH. You better watch out ah, uncle. Next time i slap you. You think you very cool? My foot la. You cool? Don't make people puke lor. People hang out with you doesn't mean he likes you. UNDERSTAND THIS whether you like it or not. Accept it whether you like it or not. Change your attitude whether you like it or not. I am gonna scold you the next time WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.
Feeling so much better now. :D
Will continue ranting tomorrow, cause through this camp, made me realise how people are really like. (thanks Cornelia for all your words btw.)
Pictures. (: (i posted the pictures! LOOK HERE, PEARLYN, JUNRU, JASMINE AND GLADYS!)
Posting only some first. Continue tmr! HAHA! Nights everyone! TAG! :D
ahh. bloody tired now. ): woke up at 6 to go to SAFRA for the IS. the club tee was okay, but i find it read ex cause the quality seriously just suck okay. -.-
was on the duty for detail one and was like damn rush. cause is like, theres this guy, he kept calling. like, he kept asking me, what each point meant, can he pump his cylinder, can he go out. in the end his machine spoil then needa call jun hui. -.-
shot in detail 2. FORGOT TO PRESS MATCH! alamak. imagine how pissed i was. i was doing my sightings all the way till coach came to ask me why i haven't started. alamak. did 50 shots alr then started match. energy used up. -.- i did damn well for my sightings la. (okay,i am NOT bragging) but i really did well, i must say. like, its all 9s and 10s. no 8s. 7s. then started match, too tired alr, cant shoot as well. imagine how pissed i was and i could have just slapped myself. ): got like only 311/400. AHHH! OMG, i am freaking pissed now the more i talk about it. i swear i could have gotten AT LEAST 340 if i pressed match. freak ass la. somemore after that, everyone was like asking, debbie, what happen? lazzyy to answer alr. kenna teased by Jun Hui and Xin Tang and Zuoel. tsk tsk. they were calling me the ...damn, whats that thing called again. you know that cartoon, which has the bird running freaking fast, forever escaping from some other cartoon. yea, you know, that one. forgot the name la. then jun hui keep saying i noob, and then he claimed that he knew i will definitely forget to press match. -.- tsk tsk tsk.
hurried off to tuition. squeezed about 2 hours out since i have no duty. once again, it sucks being the only girl in the whole class. tsk tsk tsk. sad sad. when can some girl join the class man.
went back, slacked. duty-ed again. this time i was like in front of Zuoel. and then he keep sighing. and i swear he turn around at accurate intervals to sigh and shake his head at me. ): kept telling him to jiayou, but it seemed useless cause i think he's too tired and his not in the mood. so, i guess its okay since its just a IS.
suddenly, i feel that Junhui talk so much. he keep ranting to me that we should force Andrew and Timonthy here so we can win the trophy from YTSS. LOL. sorta random that he came to rant to me. D:
saw Anna-belle. she was at YTSS, shooting rifle. cause she was in the same detail as me, and when i look straight, i can just see her score. i must say shes quite good. saw esther too. cant really remember each other, but still, smiled to each other.
went out for dinner at Vittles, a nice western cafe. e that i recommend. (: though i know its far for most of you, but still, its worth it. (: its at Sembawang road. (:
frigging tired now and theres the chinese drama workshop. ): i am GONNA PON! YAY!! :D so sorryy, jasmine. ):
btw,
i wanna my blog to be as famous as xx's and joanne pehs'* they get awards for their blog and its really just awesome. their blog hits go by thousands per day. omg, thats so cool! tsk. i wanna have a famous blog too. ):
was in a damn rush today. went to school in the morning for the IS briefing. went to SAFRA for around half an hour then went to science center for SAFMC( Singapore Amazing Flying Machine Competition) briefing. was raining damn heavily and when we reached Jurong. flood at the T-junction near sci center. me, corn., and janice were splashed like countless times by the cars! was all wet after that! D:
anyway, theres like SHOCKING NEWS. OMG, I THINK ITS LIKE A WORLD-SHOCKING NEWS. when i reached sci center, saw ROMZEE!!!! then saw another upper-sec KCP-ian! D: was like, OMG! then went to register for the workshop, ROMZEE was in front of me and i didnt know. then when he turned around, i was like, EH!?!?!? *staring at E E, corn., janice* then he look at my uniform then ask here ask there like," what you come here for? what class? whose your sci teacher? how come you involved in the workshop?" after much explanation, then he finally got it. PHEW! in the end found out that, KCP SENT TWO TEAMS TO JOIN THE COMPETITION! JUNKUN ALSO! (he representing his own sch) OTHER SCHOOLS LIKE NANYANG, RGS! OMG, i MUST MUST MUST win this competition no matter what. so i listened like shit during the brief. then halfway, kcp basketball boys came in. (and i was sitting in front of KCP's place -.- )stink like shit! yucksss.
walked ard after that, ate at some cafe. went home after that.
squeezed like shit on the train. stood all the way from jurong east to yishun. with my damn bag. -.- backache. ): oh yah, janice is going hwa chong to sccompany me next week, yay. (: maybe do the glider there. heehee. :D see first. see whether wanna pon a not. (: most probably so. (:
oh yah, happy birthday, TVB! haha! TVB is nice okay! all the nice nice HK dramas and hot hot guys. (: got chnl 49, so get to watch live celebration of TVB at HK. (: OMG, all the damn hot and sexy actors. ahhhh.
okay. i am really pissed today, so let me just rant.
SHIT YOUR ASS, YOU BITCH. stop trying to do what i am doing. this is not a comment, this is an order. i learn this, you also learn this. i like him, you also like him. whats this, bitch. i am totally pissed off and HATE you. tryna snatch my everything. my time, effort, my friends, my guy. fuck off, asshole. i have had enough of you. seriously, its OBVIOUS THAT I HATE YOU.
since so many people wanna know who i am talking about, then i should give a BIG hint. i am GLAD THAT COACH DIDN'T TRANSFER YOU TO PISTOL. if not, i would have quit. this person's name is this: *********. i didnt put spacings cause i am afraid you will be sad bitch. awww. if you're sad, go and find ur guy. find him all you want, I GAVE UP ON HIM. YOU CAN HAVE THAT LOUSY ASS ALL TO YOURSELF.
now to son-of-a-bitch.
hey you. dont think you are any better. dont forget i know your sirs. once i say something, its the end for you. dont forget, you cant quit your CCA. dont beg me after that, cause you will DEFINITELY regret it. if you say its unfair, then too bad. you have to take responsibility for your girl. too bad she offended me. awww. you must be heart-broken now.
if this happened in the past, i will be sad for you. but right now, i am happy, cause i know you are a guy who isn't worth my love, coward.
created new blog. private though. those who wants to be invited, please tag and tell me. (:
went shooting today. normal. start at 930. didnt slack cause abi was around so shot all the way with Yifang and Jo-anne. (: had to cease fire for around 15 min cause lane 6's string dropped and Melvin had to go in and repair it. he was damn funny la! made everyone in the range laugh like shit! :D haha!
that 'P6' boy and his motherly mother is here again. his mum was nice enough to offer me her magazine when i was bored.(obviously she could tell how bored i was. and obviously she was in the range)
had a short nap of around half an hour cause i was sleeping in the cold cold range for 15 min then aft. that had to cease fire so i continued sleeping. yay. (: damn shiok la! its so cold and peaceful. (not when some assholes entered.) the TKJC sucks ttm. esp. one of the guys. after every shot, he will either YES! or DAMN! irritating piece of shit sia. they shot for like 45 min then they left for their break. then they came back to pack up and left.
ate lunch with Yifang and Jo-anne. (: bought pasta and beer.( :P) yay.(: tore out the wrapper so no one can see what we were drinking. YiFang drank a lot and she got too high. she kept laughing after that, haha.
went home.
dead tired.
gotta report to school at 9, go back to SAFRA after that, then meet Janice and Cornelia to go science centre. ): damn. gotta be so tired and bored. ):
okay, so shooting again this morning at 930. Miki woke up late so she reached at like 1030. D: haha. slacked damn long. shot half-way then coach came. heng i was shooting then. (:
had lunch with Jo-anne and Yifang. (: da-paoed from the coffee shop opposite. they were planning on coming my house to play the piano, but my mum didn't allow. damn. anyways, played at the park. :D damn fun! everyone was sweating like shit under the hot sun but i didn't get tanned! ): sad! once again, i wanna rant that i sweat like shit but didn't get tanned. :'(
oh, i am here to rant it out loud again. think i am gonna have a 'Rant-it-out-loud' session everyday. (:
once again, i am talking about the same two person.
the woman first:
i guess its pretty obvious i am NOT pleased with you. once again, if you wanna scold me on your blog or the tag board, whatevers. i dont give a damn shit. cause this is MY blog, not yours. nobody forces you to read it, DUDE.
i ignored all of your messages, your convos with me online. you called me and i rejected it. too bad girl, you are just wasting your money. :P just gotta pity you. awww. if you are sad, go and find your boy-friend and talk to him lor. now you wanna be with him i also dont care liao. cause if he cant resist you, then i think its pretty obvious that i loved the wrong person. ONCE AGAIN, i use the word resist, cause i think you are just some sly woman trying to seduce your good friend's guy. if now you are trying to say i maligned you, then save the effort of trying to explain to me. cause no matter what you say, is just some holy crap. if you wanna ask me why, then fine, i shall give you the answer. cause YOUR ACTIONS PROVE OTHERWISE.
as for you, dont think you are any better. your actions told me everything too. it was not even you who talked to me the other night. you cant even tell me what we were talking about. for all i know, it maybe just your bro. -.- have you ever considered how people around you feel? have you ever thought for them? have you ever thought for ME? son-of-a-bitch. i really regret falling so deep. you tried to dig out the truth from me just because you wanted attention. dude. you wanted to win over your sirs. dude. dont think i dont know anything. dude. i know you too well. dude. after having talked to you, i have known you better. dude. after the hotness and coldness you gave me, i finally know you are. dude.
I HATE GIRLS WHO ACT INNOCENT WHEN THEY ARE PURE SLY.
yay! was out with Jasmine, Elaine, Gladys, Junru and Pearlyn for dinner just now. (: was late cause of having extra classes before that. i was practically in a rush this whole day. went SAFRA to shoot at 1.30pm, and shot like shit. ): right after shooting, went to the maths class. ): and i swear one to one sucks cause its awkward. D: but lucky, slowly, got somemore people came in. phew. (:
went to meet the girls. was like looking for them like shit. ): anyways. was deciding where to eat for a long long time. had shabu shabu with jasmine.(: spicy la! D: did some gross gross thing. eeeww. threw tissues, leftovers and everything. yuckss.
this is for Jasmine:
did you get what i mean? that guy?? behind me. like, that person's best friend, is the person behind me.
anyways. went Zone X, took neos, twice. cause 6 of us, then is like one time only 1.50. (find out the total cost to see if your maths is that good. (: ) damn action-packed la. everyone was like, eh eh, change place change place! and we were rushing here and there! hahaha! fun fun! :D
then played time crisis 4 with Elaine. she says she never played before, so treated her.(: died one. but revived. elaine died too, but forgot how many times, haha. anyway, was fun. (:
went home, trained. was shouting across the railway. and taking pics. but the pics are blurr, so no point posting. haha.
oh, i am here to rant it out loud again. (winks to Jasmine) *you had better not tell anyone what i told you on the train!*
to that son-of-a-bitch:
i just wanna slap you till you wake up.
to that woman:
i just wanna kill you. you deserve it when i scolded you in front of everyone.
argh, i still can't stand it. that two people i mentioned earlier on. i still can't stand the two of them. their actions and faces just keep appearing in my mind! D: retarded cow dung la. -.-
i still wanna rant it.
hey you. call yourself a man. you are a total disgrace to all the man in this world, dude. oh wait, you dont even deserve being called a dude. you are just another loser. of all people, why must it be them? you told me not to say this and that out, promise you here and there, what the shit. you are just trying to make me a fool so as to entertain yourself. i thought things already. i am NOT gonna let you continue having me on. i thought things long enough and i finally know who you really are. you are just lying to me that you actually ....., you were just trying to make me think that you are COOL and good. tell me you used to be like me, but now you turned over a new leaf? holy crap. you are just tryna sound like GOOD BOY. study freak. telling me not to go out with him. what are you trying to do, coward? you dont dare to say things out, dont dare to go against the rules of the game. i call you a coward. if you think by doing those things can make me change my mind of you, then let me tell you. i am not those people who change my mind easily. so give it up. she and she and she is not easy as you think okay. i know them better that you do. trust me.
oh, and i am a sudden fan of backstreet boys and westlife. (: haha. maybe cause i was digging through my bro's old CDs and all of them are either backstreet boys or westlife. haha. i must say they are real good singers. not bad-looking too. (:
okay, this is gonna be a short and random post. (: i was doing PeiErn's quiz on fb and i somehow just went to her profile. haha, i sound like a stalker. -.- and i saw taht she got 1092 friends! OMG! talk about OMG! how in the world did she made so many friends when she is just older than me by 5 years?? alas sia! D:
okay, i am very pissed now and please just let me rant it all out. let me warn you first, you may not wanna read what i am about to write if you think you are those who cannot control your emotions and will be angry over what people say. i call that a loser though.
okay, i shall start. oh, and i am NOT gonna use fcuk* cause i feel these two people is not worth the word. or maybe they should fcuk with each other. tsk tsk.
whats the problem with you two? wanna do it then do it openly la. hide here hide there, scared i know. scared i know then act better in front of me la. if you think i trust you, then i think you are terribly wrong. if you realised, i did not tell you anything of me. what you know of me, is just what everyone knows. you dont know who i am, what i do in the day and at night, you dont know what i think, you dont know what i do when i am outside. you dont even know who are my real friend and that who i really hang out with. you just know some random stuff about me which are pure fake. oh, and i am talking about the woman for this one.
and wth is the problem with you? she do this means you must follow meh? does that mean she eat shit you also eat shit. will you have a mind on your own and follow your OWN mind? if you think that by doing all those can make me ...., then sorryy, give up, you son-of-a-bitch. (i think this came from watching too much supernatural, often said by the Winchester brothers. :P) are you under some spell of hers? if you are not, please go back to the old you, the one who have your own mind and decision, and the one who never gets influenced by others. last but not least, i want to tell you, i am shocked by your cup of teaS. emphasizing the S once again. she was the last one i expected you to love. but somehow, i wasn't very shocked about it since you were so close to her for a period in time and that just to tell you, your acting skills sucks, son-of-a-bitch.
ahh, i am feeling so much better now after ranting it all out. i don't give a shit to what people comment, haha. :D this is MY blog, NOT yours. so, think twice if you wanna lecture me.(:
went to this maths tuition today. D: yeap, i know your reaction is gonna be, DEBBIE, YOU GO TUITION!? YOU CHANGE AH! SINCE WHEN YOU STUDY ONE! haha, i am forced, dudes. haha. thanks Jasmine for accompanying me yesterday night and this morning, haha. (: all of what we said came true! can you believe it!?!? theres this guy whose voice was exactly the same as Joel's! haha! :D and there was this guy who was like, damn, like him la! haha! you know.
tuition class was pretty okay. except that being in a class with only boys, it just sucks. but one thing about it is that, eveyone was quiet. imagine a class full of damiens. ooopps, no offence.(: haha. its damn dry and i feel that the teacher should be more manly. (its a guy) his too gentle! or is it that i am rough? LOL. he damn gentle and everything la! all the boys also! damn amazed. i just wish the teacher is fiercer and be 'wetter'.
having extra class on mon cause i missed the first two classes. ): its one-to-one. damn. i don't like classes with me being the only girl. maybe i am a sexist. or maybe not. gonna be damn packed on monday. ): shooting at 1330-1530. then at 1600, will be having class till 1730. ): after that, meeting the girls for dinner at AMK hub. alas, imagine how packed i will be, rushing from place to place. ):
maybe going JB with Jane, or going science centre with Janice and cornelia for the workshop for the SAFMC. ): tsk tsk. which one to go nia. invitational shoot on sat. ): busy busy again. ):
having the chinese drama workshop at HCI the next next week. dang. the entire week! D: think i am gonna pon like all of the 6 days, 23-28. cause my sis is coming back on the 23rd. somehow not really looking forward to her coming back. O: k, i sound like a bad ass. but i really don't look forward to her coming back! ): definitely ponning the sat(28th) one cause Janice is going to HCI.(: maybe pon the first half of the day, go back for the last few hours? for the rest of the days, i will find some reason to pon. at most, go for the workshop lor. ):
oh. i also got my resolutions for the holidays already too. here:
1) i wanna finish learning playing that song and play it successfully on the piano. (:
2) i wanna go sun-tanning!
3) i am SOOO GONNA GO OUT WITH THE GIRLS!
4) i am gonna shoot all in the black for my 40 shots. NO OUT. AT LEAST 300 POINTS.
5) i am gonna dig out my-gonna-rust-guitar and learn to play it. gonna find some nice souls to teach me.(:
6) get over him/think things through
7) i wanna take neos with kel, dor, or even krys!
8) i wanna get a diving cert. i know its impossible though, but just let me list it.
9) finish supernatural season 1, 3, 4. (: this is gonna be done in no time! :D
10) go for a swim with krys. THIS IS A MUST. :D
11) i wanna get my mind right for year 2010. (:
12) i wanna be a sexist. no more falling in love. i know this is DEFINITELY impossible, but i will try my best. wish me luck. (:
13) meet up with dudes and ... er hem.
14) ...kian how... (shush you. i only told you about it. you are the ONLY ONE who knows.)
15) complete a movie marathon. (at home) comprising of 8 movies. yet to choose the 8 though.
16) go out with jian lin and shi bei. (:
17) have a BBQ. (: with the girls. (:
18) go shi bei's house. (again) though i have been there countless times, haha.
its friday the 13th! :D and my bro is having one of his papers today, haha. good luck to him. (: he was wearing red, haha, superstitious in a funny way. (: haha, his wearing like a big ang bao today. hot pink shirt, white shorts , red crumpler backpack, and hot orange crocs. WOW. he claims that his gonna wear red underwear too, wonder if its true, haha.
anw, went safra to shoot today, at 930.
as usual, saw this random mum, whom i thought wasn't successful, again. tsk tsk, whatever la, not my problem.
had Pasta at 7-Eleven, yet Meihui claims that it looks disgusting. -.- its nice lor, even Yifang and Joann also say so!
finished shooting, went opp. to buy mayo fries with Yifang and Joann. (: nice nice.
went back home after that.
my mum is now forcing me to join tuition. i was damn pissed off at her for some reasons. then again, i say, mums fuck. shant elaborate. and the maths tuition is like tmr? damn. and i am gonna be all alone. i was hesitant at first, cause she knows i hate studying and now she is forcing me. cow dung la. shitasshole. i wont mind going for tuition, but the way she ask me, must be better right? she appear to be asking if i wanna go, but in fact, she is forcing me, ass hole. fucktard.
she rants at me for no reason, saves the best for herself and her NICE NICE SON. has totally different opinions of her daughterS. i must emphasis the S. mum always hangs out, spent loads of money, and gives you damn late allowance and is mever fair. they never bother to ask, 'hey, hows your day? having fun at shooting/in school?' it seems impossible for them to show a slight little concern for their child. i kept telling myself, i must be independent, i DONT NEED my mum's care and concern. they keep nagging and wants us to pay them back for their time and effort in trying to bring us up. crap shit sayings and naggings. you try to get into my life in a lousy and low way which i seriously despises. you think that i really treat you as my mum, just like your other children do, then i think you are terribly wrong.
your elder daughter goes overseas to study so as to not see you. thats part of the reason. your son goes out to the library to study and work just to not see your shitass face. its just dumb of you to think that they really think for their own future, fool. and i would rather you lock me out and let me count the stars than to you letting me in and getting nagged at your fringing irritating voice. the three of us have been finding ways and means to get you outta of our lives, its just that you didn't know, fool. you thought we weren't bonded at all, but let me tell you this, EVEN IF YOU TRY TO SEPARATE US, WE WILL BE AS BONDED AS EVER, AND NOTHING CAN SEPARATE US. EVEN HOW MUCH YOU TRY TO CHANGE ONE'S IMPRESSION OF THE OTHER, ITS IMPOSSIBLE, CAUSE WE TRUST OUR OWN SIBLINGS MORE THAN WE TRUST YOU. (:
oh yah, i have been forgetting to submit my progress report for a long time!
haha, okay. shall submit now. i guess i dont like him as much now since i havent really been thinking about him.(: is that good? on the other hand, i feel its bad. i wanna like him, but somehow he just dont seem to enter my life. haha, i know most people will say, "isn't that good?" but somehow, when i say, nope, i dont like him anymore, i dont seem to mean what i say. what am i feeling? i KNOW i didn't think of him recently, but now, missing him is suddenly back. ):
he did atrocious things which i thought he will never do. as for what he did, i will tell you the next time you visit me at my void deck. :P what he did totally broke my heart, again. but i thought, maybe his trying to tell me to give up? i don't know what he meant. or perhaps, he didn't even mean anything. she keep telling me to stop keeping in touch with him and everything. ignore his messages and everything. but i can't bring myself to do it. i know i disappointed her greatly. ): i continued visiting his blog, which she forbids me to.(i think i told you about it before.) but yeap, it just sucks visiting it. everytime i visist it, nothing good comes out for me. i dont wanna visit his blog anymore, i don't want. stop me, before its all too late.
shooting in the morning is bloody hell. spent like 1 hr trying to open the locker and everything.
swimming. tanner now.
i am not in the mood to blog now. i have had enough of people calling me stupid. Especially my mum. i have had enough. such a bitch. i have tolerated her for like 7 years of calling me stupid, and i have had enough, seriously. i ranted back at her just now, and a tight slap was all i get in return. seriously, no mums in this world are good. they just keep nagging and complaining about stuff which doesnt concern us at all. they are pure sexists, and they lock you out for no reason which you can just easily call the police and get them sued.
its not just one mum. many mums are like this and there is evidence. like on sher's blog, its evident that her mum is just like mine. same goes to jian lin's mum whose even worse. she's a hypocrite. what the hell is the prob. with mothers these days? they claim that whatever they do is for their children's good, but if you ask them repeatedly, the answer will definitely change.
i was on my way home on the bus, and there was this mum who just smacked her kid for no reason.(cause i was standing beside them) the kid did nothing wrong and the mum just slapped him. i was in shock. i asked the mum, "what wrong did your child do? ask yourself, does this slap allow your child to learn whats right and wrong? if it does, then good. if it doesn't, i find you a pure stupid and lousy mum, cause you have totally no right to slap people, especially your child for no reason. have you ever considered your child's feelings? '' i ended and just alighted. i really can't stand parents who are irresponsible, like this. i don't know what the woman said after that and i don't give a damn shit. all i know is she spoils the reputation of woman. and i just seriously pity the child.
went Safra for shooting in the morning today. Together with MeiHui, Abigail and Miki. Danny was supposed to come, but her uncle passed away and she had to hurry to JB for the funeral. ):
shoot shoot shoot. the new computer system is nice and cool. (: haha. (:
saw this damn hot guy, woo hoO! but MeiHui don't think so. ): whatevers. but i still find him hot. his a pistol shooter somemore. his shots are all like 10, 9.9, wth.
Yishun town NPCC cadets came in to look at some shooters shoot. i seriously pity them la. watching people is the worst thing ever la. you can seriously just fall asleep from it. somemore they had to sit so straight. Pathetic-ness.
went NP. to have lunch at macs. saw Aaron and Ka* Jun. wth la. they all two know i was waiting for their place, then they purposely slowly stand up. bloody hell la. stared at Aaron as he walked past me, and he knew what i meant.
went to Timezone aft. that.played around, went to exchange for 3 bottles of bubbles since me, Meihui and Miki all played. (:
went to the field opp. NP. blowed bubbles all the way and people were looking. Everyone was looking, OMG. talk about embarrassment.
rained suddenly, and we played a while more in the rain. Meihui gotta my unglam pic, OMG. she claims that she's gonna post on her blog! ):
went inside NP again, then lib-ed, walked around. Meihui and I are so gonna get the shades from Cotton On man. since its like 2 for 20 bucks, quite a good buy, to me.(:
saw a damn nice colored volleyball at RSH. (Royal Sporting House) called and asked Junru if she wants to get it. conclusion: see first.
walked around a little longer, then went home. (:
haha, saw a few CF ppl today. shall list them all out.
-Keith (at library) -Mr Ng (Xin Wang) isn't he suppose to be updating his wedding pics onto fb!!?? -Ahmad (escalator) -Amirul (escalator) -Aaron ( Macs) -Ka* Jun (Macs)
read from Amirul's blog and he seemed quite stressed these days. should have went up to him and talked to him just now. sighs, chance wasted. -.-
pics. (:
ps: posting all the pics. all for the day. will continue tmr. (:
i gotta so many things to say, omg. wonder when will i finish typing. yea, so yesterday. last day of the camp and its sorta sad. happy birthday to pearlyn btw. hope you like everything we prepared for you. (:
our performance is pretty great and successful, i must say. ah, i wanna post the video yu lao shi took with my phone but it took more than 3 hours to load so i gave up. i will try some other day. same goes to the pictures.
full dress rehearsal was damn fun. with the mite test here and there, haha.
lunch.
performance! its great! WELL DONE 1 -FAITHIANS! :D no matter what, we all tried out best and we should be happy about it cause the rest of the schools are all in dramass. only us arent. yeap, pathetic us.
we didnt really get any prizess and could tell lao shi was disappointed. forgot to take pics with lao shi! D: but got take with zu jiao. (:
i miss the drama camp. i wanna have it again and again. so fun. ((: i love everyone whose in the camp. <3
pearlyn's surprise then went to have dinner. (: till 10+ (:
tuition today. sucks. ): noisy ppl here and there. freak la.
rant it out loud is here again. but todays topic is totally different.
i just never expected it to be her. as in, the way you talk to her and me is like so different and like.. undescrible. i am shock. i didnt know how to react to u two's way of talking. all i wanna tell you now is, give up hope on me, i am not going for you. i'm sorry. we can remain as good friends though. (:
bye, baby. (:
i dont know why when i saw you talking like this, i was down and i felt really confused? have i really fallen for you? but i dont want. i really dont want. never mind, forget about this. i am not in the mood for anything now. i wanna talk to someone, someone who understands what i am going through but the thing is, i realise all my friends are like, they dont understand what i am going through though they claim to. they CLAIM that they are ur best friends and that are someone whom you can trust and talk to, but all this just seem wrong. i just cant say it. i dont know how to say. who to tell to. nvm. i gotta bigger problem now.
what will your reaction be when you find out that you cant run anymore. when you find out that you can only walk forever. which also means, you are crippled now. how will you feel? when your dreams of wanting to do an ironman, being a pilot, taking part in marathons, going for swims regularly is impossible forever. when all of your hopes are dashed. when you are on the verge of falling and theres no one to save you. i thought all these would be over 4 years ago but its back.
at night~
had like 8 hamsters at the void deck when my family and i came home. everyone was like crowding around and whispering here and there. but soon everyone scrammed off without any helpful acts. -.- so, kel, dor and me became kind souls and called the police cause we were afraid that the wild cats which were common at my area will come and eat it up cause one of the cages were open. we all didnt wanna see dead bodies lying here and there tmr and have the disgusting smell waking us up. so yea, i know we are kind. (: was like mass-sending asking who wanted hamsters. cause at first there were 2 malay guys at the void deck skate-boarding claims that they want it but in the end they cant cause they called and asked their parents and they didnt allow. expected somehow. waited for almost 2 hours for SPCA to come then they called that theres a traffic jam so gotta wait. the three of us were damn freaking bored so we went home to take camera to cam-whore. muahahaha. was laughing damn loud and we all got damn high, haha. laughed so loud that my mum shouted from my house and asked why were we so noisy, haha. damn cool. (: ( i live on the 2nd storey fyi)
pics and videos maybe later, haha. :D not in the mood for anything now. ):
i wanna catch a few movies during this holidays. i wanna catch 2012, New Moon and Amelia. seems that meeting shi bei and jian lin for New Moon, Cornelia and Janice for Amelia. but 2012,, yet to find someone! D: anyone wanna watch with me, contact me okay! :D
Amelia is gonna be damn nice. talking about this person flying this plane and disappeared. cool nia.
New Moon is a must-watch! all the wolves here and there, with belle and edward, i wanna know how their love story turns out! :D
2012 is top-rated too! heard that a lot of people wanted to commit suicide after watching. i wanna see how good is it, of course! i wanna watch a movie that will change me, haha. (:
drama camp seems to get better and better by each second, minute, day. (: everyone wasnt interested at first, but i guess now nobody wanna leave the camp. all the zu jiao and teachers are so nice and fun, making every moment the best of our lives. thanks once again for all your efforts and time. (:
so today. hmmm. oh, we didnt had dance. isnt that great?! haha. my leg still aches you know! ): sads sads. hmm, then break. (SORRY JUNRU!) drama rehearsal with lao shi. fun fun. (: will post the videos and pics when i am free some other days. heehee. (: its nice lor. haha, credits to photographer debbie! HEEHEE!
lunch break, rehearsal again. fun! again. heeehee. played basketball during lunch though. somehow lady luck seem to be on my side today when i play basketball. *winks to Junru!*
games! :D water games day! :D throwing water bombs here and there is fun! HAHA! musical chairs and then some throwing games. kenna bombed a lot of times. wet. ): but its fun! hahaha! :D here and theresss, and its the end of the day alr. i am sorta missing the camp alr and its a sad case. )':
never mind, its okay. its the process that matters. (same applies to you too. )
RANT IT OUT LOUD is here again! :D heehee. todays one suppose to be long, but i am lazyy to type, heehee.
FUCK YOU BITCH. whats with you trying to copy my actions, my style of things, the way i speak. stop it okay. cause it just means you dont have your own style and needs to copy others to get friends. i TOTALLY DESPISE people, oh wait, sluts like you cause you are an ultimate loser. you wanna like the same guy as me? give up, asshole. cause it wont be east for you with me as ur competitor, bitch. get off my back and never appear in front of me ever again. (though i know we will see each other everyday.) let me tell you, the next time you see me, walk the opposite direction. dont appear in front of me or i wont be nice. today, 26 november 2009, will be the last day, me, debbie ko will be nice to you. dont even think of trying me, cause you wouldnt want to know the consequence asshole. get off my back. get off others back. PEOPLE WHO TALK TO YOU IS NOT EQUALS TO THE PERSON LIKING YOU AS A FRIEND. and you know what? all the people whom you like hates you. you gotta worst stage of life where everyone hates you. and i, despise you to the max. now you gotta no one to talk to, laugh with. awww, so sad. i pity you. my ass. YOU DESERVE IT BITCH. now get a life of yours and do it. try doing the same thing as me, and i will smash whatever you use the same as i do. talk to me and i will reply you with shooting arrows. dont even think about trying me, bitch.
ah, its been pretty long since i last posted. is feels real weird to be not in front of the comp for 3 days cause its like, i feel as if my life is so empty.
anyways, let me start with the camp. ((:
Day 1!
We were all damn cold to each other, and we were all split out into different groups. Luckily i am in the same group with Junru and Vonnie, haha. Met a new friend too, real nice friend, Qin Lin! haha! she's damn nice okay. Like, she is those who totally go out loud with me, yay, so fun! We also took great care of each other too. Haha, what a nice partner i have! :D
Having lectures here and there. Then went on to Bugis (Fu Lu Shou) to observe people and their mind and everything. Try to be like them and that write a report on what you think about them, like do you think they have been here for a long time, how old are they, etc. Though it seems lame, but its fun! haha. the day ends with me, Pearlyn, Jasmine and Junru going to take neos. The neos cheated our money though. ):
Day 2!
Lectures. Played games. Games like, soap and water where it works the same as ice hockey. Was damn pek check at this RI guy sia. His like a total piece of shit la. Like he damn freaking arrogant. He was saying freaking asshole things like, aiyah, very easy one la, how hard can it get! I was pissed at this one line of his. So, when it was my turn, i was crazily mad so i just gave it a hard serve and the soap flew out. Goal scored. He gotta nothing to say and i was proud of his omg-can-i-leave-this-place look. Ultimate loser. Played another game where we all had to sacrifice all the strings and long things that we had to make a as long rope as possible. Pretty fun and we won. ((: ONG JUN RU DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO PUT HER SHOELACE BACK TO SHOE. HAHAHA. Another game where needed to step other people's ballons without letting your own one's getting stepped. Quite fun but ended fast. ): Tired at the end of the day. Bus-ed home with Jasmine. Had a fun time with Jasmine on the bus, hahaha. ((:
Day 3! Today!
Lectures in the morning. Had some hands-on to do a robot. skipsss. Dance in the morning was damn jia lat. There goes all my dignity sia. OMG. Leg ache! Tsk tsk tsk. ):
Had class with Lao Shi. Was damn funny! I laughed till i gotta sore throat, haha! Lucky Jasmine didn't be the clock, haha! :D Was to be a marathon runner, somehow. Credits to Tan Mei Hui. -.-
Games. Had some sort of looking here and there game. LAME! Went home, cam-whored. A while, like only 2 pics. -.- but the scenery was nice, haha.
Looking forward to tmr. Water Games. But i'm not really looking forward to seeing water. Argh.
Here to rant again.
HEY YOU, BITCH. You deserved to be scolded BITCH by me in front of everyone. You deserve it, woman. You know i hate you and yet you still wanna stick to me, us. Flirt in front of everyone. Order everyone when you are nothing except a lousy piece of shit. It is him whose the leader, NOT you. Mind your own business. I thought you are mature enough to know when to shut up and when to talk. Oh, but you don't seem to know. STUPID ASS. STOP STICKING TO ME, US. We all gotta enough of your nonsense. When we don't speak, doesn't mean we like you. Get OUT of our lives and a life of yourself. Change your life and stop getting involved with us.
Rant about another person:
JONAS DION CHEW. YOU LOOK HERE. I HATE YOU TO THE MAX. IF YOU WANNA COMMENT THEN FUCK OFF. I DON'T WANT OR NEED YOUR HOLY CRAP. This includes everyone else who wanna comment about this Jonas. Once again, i didn't force you to read my blog. You came here willingly. BTW JONAS. Next time you wanna say fuck your mother right, say it with more style can a not. Don't go sit like some old man, plugging into your ear phones and scold fuck your mother behind my back continously 5 times. SON-OF-A-BITCH. You better watch out ah, uncle. Next time i slap you. You think you very cool? My foot la. You cool? Don't make people puke lor. People hang out with you doesn't mean he likes you. UNDERSTAND THIS whether you like it or not. Accept it whether you like it or not. Change your attitude whether you like it or not. I am gonna scold you the next time WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.
Feeling so much better now. :D
Will continue ranting tomorrow, cause through this camp, made me realise how people are really like. (thanks Cornelia for all your words btw.)
Pictures. (: (i posted the pictures! LOOK HERE, PEARLYN, JUNRU, JASMINE AND GLADYS!)
Posting only some first. Continue tmr! HAHA! Nights everyone! TAG! :D
ahh. bloody tired now. ): woke up at 6 to go to SAFRA for the IS. the club tee was okay, but i find it read ex cause the quality seriously just suck okay. -.-
was on the duty for detail one and was like damn rush. cause is like, theres this guy, he kept calling. like, he kept asking me, what each point meant, can he pump his cylinder, can he go out. in the end his machine spoil then needa call jun hui. -.-
shot in detail 2. FORGOT TO PRESS MATCH! alamak. imagine how pissed i was. i was doing my sightings all the way till coach came to ask me why i haven't started. alamak. did 50 shots alr then started match. energy used up. -.- i did damn well for my sightings la. (okay,i am NOT bragging) but i really did well, i must say. like, its all 9s and 10s. no 8s. 7s. then started match, too tired alr, cant shoot as well. imagine how pissed i was and i could have just slapped myself. ): got like only 311/400. AHHH! OMG, i am freaking pissed now the more i talk about it. i swear i could have gotten AT LEAST 340 if i pressed match. freak ass la. somemore after that, everyone was like asking, debbie, what happen? lazzyy to answer alr. kenna teased by Jun Hui and Xin Tang and Zuoel. tsk tsk. they were calling me the ...damn, whats that thing called again. you know that cartoon, which has the bird running freaking fast, forever escaping from some other cartoon. yea, you know, that one. forgot the name la. then jun hui keep saying i noob, and then he claimed that he knew i will definitely forget to press match. -.- tsk tsk tsk.
hurried off to tuition. squeezed about 2 hours out since i have no duty. once again, it sucks being the only girl in the whole class. tsk tsk tsk. sad sad. when can some girl join the class man.
went back, slacked. duty-ed again. this time i was like in front of Zuoel. and then he keep sighing. and i swear he turn around at accurate intervals to sigh and shake his head at me. ): kept telling him to jiayou, but it seemed useless cause i think he's too tired and his not in the mood. so, i guess its okay since its just a IS.
suddenly, i feel that Junhui talk so much. he keep ranting to me that we should force Andrew and Timonthy here so we can win the trophy from YTSS. LOL. sorta random that he came to rant to me. D:
saw Anna-belle. she was at YTSS, shooting rifle. cause she was in the same detail as me, and when i look straight, i can just see her score. i must say shes quite good. saw esther too. cant really remember each other, but still, smiled to each other.
went out for dinner at Vittles, a nice western cafe. e that i recommend. (: though i know its far for most of you, but still, its worth it. (: its at Sembawang road. (:
frigging tired now and theres the chinese drama workshop. ): i am GONNA PON! YAY!! :D so sorryy, jasmine. ):
btw,
i wanna my blog to be as famous as xx's and joanne pehs'* they get awards for their blog and its really just awesome. their blog hits go by thousands per day. omg, thats so cool! tsk. i wanna have a famous blog too. ):
was in a damn rush today. went to school in the morning for the IS briefing. went to SAFRA for around half an hour then went to science center for SAFMC( Singapore Amazing Flying Machine Competition) briefing. was raining damn heavily and when we reached Jurong. flood at the T-junction near sci center. me, corn., and janice were splashed like countless times by the cars! was all wet after that! D:
anyway, theres like SHOCKING NEWS. OMG, I THINK ITS LIKE A WORLD-SHOCKING NEWS. when i reached sci center, saw ROMZEE!!!! then saw another upper-sec KCP-ian! D: was like, OMG! then went to register for the workshop, ROMZEE was in front of me and i didnt know. then when he turned around, i was like, EH!?!?!? *staring at E E, corn., janice* then he look at my uniform then ask here ask there like," what you come here for? what class? whose your sci teacher? how come you involved in the workshop?" after much explanation, then he finally got it. PHEW! in the end found out that, KCP SENT TWO TEAMS TO JOIN THE COMPETITION! JUNKUN ALSO! (he representing his own sch) OTHER SCHOOLS LIKE NANYANG, RGS! OMG, i MUST MUST MUST win this competition no matter what. so i listened like shit during the brief. then halfway, kcp basketball boys came in. (and i was sitting in front of KCP's place -.- )stink like shit! yucksss.
walked ard after that, ate at some cafe. went home after that.
squeezed like shit on the train. stood all the way from jurong east to yishun. with my damn bag. -.- backache. ): oh yah, janice is going hwa chong to sccompany me next week, yay. (: maybe do the glider there. heehee. :D see first. see whether wanna pon a not. (: most probably so. (:
oh yah, happy birthday, TVB! haha! TVB is nice okay! all the nice nice HK dramas and hot hot guys. (: got chnl 49, so get to watch live celebration of TVB at HK. (: OMG, all the damn hot and sexy actors. ahhhh.
okay. i am really pissed today, so let me just rant.
SHIT YOUR ASS, YOU BITCH. stop trying to do what i am doing. this is not a comment, this is an order. i learn this, you also learn this. i like him, you also like him. whats this, bitch. i am totally pissed off and HATE you. tryna snatch my everything. my time, effort, my friends, my guy. fuck off, asshole. i have had enough of you. seriously, its OBVIOUS THAT I HATE YOU.
since so many people wanna know who i am talking about, then i should give a BIG hint. i am GLAD THAT COACH DIDN'T TRANSFER YOU TO PISTOL. if not, i would have quit. this person's name is this: *********. i didnt put spacings cause i am afraid you will be sad bitch. awww. if you're sad, go and find ur guy. find him all you want, I GAVE UP ON HIM. YOU CAN HAVE THAT LOUSY ASS ALL TO YOURSELF.
now to son-of-a-bitch.
hey you. dont think you are any better. dont forget i know your sirs. once i say something, its the end for you. dont forget, you cant quit your CCA. dont beg me after that, cause you will DEFINITELY regret it. if you say its unfair, then too bad. you have to take responsibility for your girl. too bad she offended me. awww. you must be heart-broken now.
if this happened in the past, i will be sad for you. but right now, i am happy, cause i know you are a guy who isn't worth my love, coward.
created new blog. private though. those who wants to be invited, please tag and tell me. (:
went shooting today. normal. start at 930. didnt slack cause abi was around so shot all the way with Yifang and Jo-anne. (: had to cease fire for around 15 min cause lane 6's string dropped and Melvin had to go in and repair it. he was damn funny la! made everyone in the range laugh like shit! :D haha!
that 'P6' boy and his motherly mother is here again. his mum was nice enough to offer me her magazine when i was bored.(obviously she could tell how bored i was. and obviously she was in the range)
had a short nap of around half an hour cause i was sleeping in the cold cold range for 15 min then aft. that had to cease fire so i continued sleeping. yay. (: damn shiok la! its so cold and peaceful. (not when some assholes entered.) the TKJC sucks ttm. esp. one of the guys. after every shot, he will either YES! or DAMN! irritating piece of shit sia. they shot for like 45 min then they left for their break. then they came back to pack up and left.
ate lunch with Yifang and Jo-anne. (: bought pasta and beer.( :P) yay.(: tore out the wrapper so no one can see what we were drinking. YiFang drank a lot and she got too high. she kept laughing after that, haha.
went home.
dead tired.
gotta report to school at 9, go back to SAFRA after that, then meet Janice and Cornelia to go science centre. ): damn. gotta be so tired and bored. ):
okay, so shooting again this morning at 930. Miki woke up late so she reached at like 1030. D: haha. slacked damn long. shot half-way then coach came. heng i was shooting then. (:
had lunch with Jo-anne and Yifang. (: da-paoed from the coffee shop opposite. they were planning on coming my house to play the piano, but my mum didn't allow. damn. anyways, played at the park. :D damn fun! everyone was sweating like shit under the hot sun but i didn't get tanned! ): sad! once again, i wanna rant that i sweat like shit but didn't get tanned. :'(
oh, i am here to rant it out loud again. think i am gonna have a 'Rant-it-out-loud' session everyday. (:
once again, i am talking about the same two person.
the woman first:
i guess its pretty obvious i am NOT pleased with you. once again, if you wanna scold me on your blog or the tag board, whatevers. i dont give a damn shit. cause this is MY blog, not yours. nobody forces you to read it, DUDE.
i ignored all of your messages, your convos with me online. you called me and i rejected it. too bad girl, you are just wasting your money. :P just gotta pity you. awww. if you are sad, go and find your boy-friend and talk to him lor. now you wanna be with him i also dont care liao. cause if he cant resist you, then i think its pretty obvious that i loved the wrong person. ONCE AGAIN, i use the word resist, cause i think you are just some sly woman trying to seduce your good friend's guy. if now you are trying to say i maligned you, then save the effort of trying to explain to me. cause no matter what you say, is just some holy crap. if you wanna ask me why, then fine, i shall give you the answer. cause YOUR ACTIONS PROVE OTHERWISE.
as for you, dont think you are any better. your actions told me everything too. it was not even you who talked to me the other night. you cant even tell me what we were talking about. for all i know, it maybe just your bro. -.- have you ever considered how people around you feel? have you ever thought for them? have you ever thought for ME? son-of-a-bitch. i really regret falling so deep. you tried to dig out the truth from me just because you wanted attention. dude. you wanted to win over your sirs. dude. dont think i dont know anything. dude. i know you too well. dude. after having talked to you, i have known you better. dude. after the hotness and coldness you gave me, i finally know you are. dude.
I HATE GIRLS WHO ACT INNOCENT WHEN THEY ARE PURE SLY.
yay! was out with Jasmine, Elaine, Gladys, Junru and Pearlyn for dinner just now. (: was late cause of having extra classes before that. i was practically in a rush this whole day. went SAFRA to shoot at 1.30pm, and shot like shit. ): right after shooting, went to the maths class. ): and i swear one to one sucks cause its awkward. D: but lucky, slowly, got somemore people came in. phew. (:
went to meet the girls. was like looking for them like shit. ): anyways. was deciding where to eat for a long long time. had shabu shabu with jasmine.(: spicy la! D: did some gross gross thing. eeeww. threw tissues, leftovers and everything. yuckss.
this is for Jasmine:
did you get what i mean? that guy?? behind me. like, that person's best friend, is the person behind me.
anyways. went Zone X, took neos, twice. cause 6 of us, then is like one time only 1.50. (find out the total cost to see if your maths is that good. (: ) damn action-packed la. everyone was like, eh eh, change place change place! and we were rushing here and there! hahaha! fun fun! :D
then played time crisis 4 with Elaine. she says she never played before, so treated her.(: died one. but revived. elaine died too, but forgot how many times, haha. anyway, was fun. (:
went home, trained. was shouting across the railway. and taking pics. but the pics are blurr, so no point posting. haha.
oh, i am here to rant it out loud again. (winks to Jasmine) *you had better not tell anyone what i told you on the train!*
to that son-of-a-bitch:
i just wanna slap you till you wake up.
to that woman:
i just wanna kill you. you deserve it when i scolded you in front of everyone.
argh, i still can't stand it. that two people i mentioned earlier on. i still can't stand the two of them. their actions and faces just keep appearing in my mind! D: retarded cow dung la. -.-
i still wanna rant it.
hey you. call yourself a man. you are a total disgrace to all the man in this world, dude. oh wait, you dont even deserve being called a dude. you are just another loser. of all people, why must it be them? you told me not to say this and that out, promise you here and there, what the shit. you are just trying to make me a fool so as to entertain yourself. i thought things already. i am NOT gonna let you continue having me on. i thought things long enough and i finally know who you really are. you are just lying to me that you actually ....., you were just trying to make me think that you are COOL and good. tell me you used to be like me, but now you turned over a new leaf? holy crap. you are just tryna sound like GOOD BOY. study freak. telling me not to go out with him. what are you trying to do, coward? you dont dare to say things out, dont dare to go against the rules of the game. i call you a coward. if you think by doing those things can make me change my mind of you, then let me tell you. i am not those people who change my mind easily. so give it up. she and she and she is not easy as you think okay. i know them better that you do. trust me.
oh, and i am a sudden fan of backstreet boys and westlife. (: haha. maybe cause i was digging through my bro's old CDs and all of them are either backstreet boys or westlife. haha. i must say they are real good singers. not bad-looking too. (:
okay, this is gonna be a short and random post. (: i was doing PeiErn's quiz on fb and i somehow just went to her profile. haha, i sound like a stalker. -.- and i saw taht she got 1092 friends! OMG! talk about OMG! how in the world did she made so many friends when she is just older than me by 5 years?? alas sia! D:
okay, i am very pissed now and please just let me rant it all out. let me warn you first, you may not wanna read what i am about to write if you think you are those who cannot control your emotions and will be angry over what people say. i call that a loser though.
okay, i shall start. oh, and i am NOT gonna use fcuk* cause i feel these two people is not worth the word. or maybe they should fcuk with each other. tsk tsk.
whats the problem with you two? wanna do it then do it openly la. hide here hide there, scared i know. scared i know then act better in front of me la. if you think i trust you, then i think you are terribly wrong. if you realised, i did not tell you anything of me. what you know of me, is just what everyone knows. you dont know who i am, what i do in the day and at night, you dont know what i think, you dont know what i do when i am outside. you dont even know who are my real friend and that who i really hang out with. you just know some random stuff about me which are pure fake. oh, and i am talking about the woman for this one.
and wth is the problem with you? she do this means you must follow meh? does that mean she eat shit you also eat shit. will you have a mind on your own and follow your OWN mind? if you think that by doing all those can make me ...., then sorryy, give up, you son-of-a-bitch. (i think this came from watching too much supernatural, often said by the Winchester brothers. :P) are you under some spell of hers? if you are not, please go back to the old you, the one who have your own mind and decision, and the one who never gets influenced by others. last but not least, i want to tell you, i am shocked by your cup of teaS. emphasizing the S once again. she was the last one i expected you to love. but somehow, i wasn't very shocked about it since you were so close to her for a period in time and that just to tell you, your acting skills sucks, son-of-a-bitch.
ahh, i am feeling so much better now after ranting it all out. i don't give a shit to what people comment, haha. :D this is MY blog, NOT yours. so, think twice if you wanna lecture me.(:
went to this maths tuition today. D: yeap, i know your reaction is gonna be, DEBBIE, YOU GO TUITION!? YOU CHANGE AH! SINCE WHEN YOU STUDY ONE! haha, i am forced, dudes. haha. thanks Jasmine for accompanying me yesterday night and this morning, haha. (: all of what we said came true! can you believe it!?!? theres this guy whose voice was exactly the same as Joel's! haha! :D and there was this guy who was like, damn, like him la! haha! you know.
tuition class was pretty okay. except that being in a class with only boys, it just sucks. but one thing about it is that, eveyone was quiet. imagine a class full of damiens. ooopps, no offence.(: haha. its damn dry and i feel that the teacher should be more manly. (its a guy) his too gentle! or is it that i am rough? LOL. he damn gentle and everything la! all the boys also! damn amazed. i just wish the teacher is fiercer and be 'wetter'.
having extra class on mon cause i missed the first two classes. ): its one-to-one. damn. i don't like classes with me being the only girl. maybe i am a sexist. or maybe not. gonna be damn packed on monday. ): shooting at 1330-1530. then at 1600, will be having class till 1730. ): after that, meeting the girls for dinner at AMK hub. alas, imagine how packed i will be, rushing from place to place. ):
maybe going JB with Jane, or going science centre with Janice and cornelia for the workshop for the SAFMC. ): tsk tsk. which one to go nia. invitational shoot on sat. ): busy busy again. ):
having the chinese drama workshop at HCI the next next week. dang. the entire week! D: think i am gonna pon like all of the 6 days, 23-28. cause my sis is coming back on the 23rd. somehow not really looking forward to her coming back. O: k, i sound like a bad ass. but i really don't look forward to her coming back! ): definitely ponning the sat(28th) one cause Janice is going to HCI.(: maybe pon the first half of the day, go back for the last few hours? for the rest of the days, i will find some reason to pon. at most, go for the workshop lor. ):
oh. i also got my resolutions for the holidays already too. here:
1) i wanna finish learning playing that song and play it successfully on the piano. (:
2) i wanna go sun-tanning!
3) i am SOOO GONNA GO OUT WITH THE GIRLS!
4) i am gonna shoot all in the black for my 40 shots. NO OUT. AT LEAST 300 POINTS.
5) i am gonna dig out my-gonna-rust-guitar and learn to play it. gonna find some nice souls to teach me.(:
6) get over him/think things through
7) i wanna take neos with kel, dor, or even krys!
8) i wanna get a diving cert. i know its impossible though, but just let me list it.
9) finish supernatural season 1, 3, 4. (: this is gonna be done in no time! :D
10) go for a swim with krys. THIS IS A MUST. :D
11) i wanna get my mind right for year 2010. (:
12) i wanna be a sexist. no more falling in love. i know this is DEFINITELY impossible, but i will try my best. wish me luck. (:
13) meet up with dudes and ... er hem.
14) ...kian how... (shush you. i only told you about it. you are the ONLY ONE who knows.)
15) complete a movie marathon. (at home) comprising of 8 movies. yet to choose the 8 though.
16) go out with jian lin and shi bei. (:
17) have a BBQ. (: with the girls. (:
18) go shi bei's house. (again) though i have been there countless times, haha.
its friday the 13th! :D and my bro is having one of his papers today, haha. good luck to him. (: he was wearing red, haha, superstitious in a funny way. (: haha, his wearing like a big ang bao today. hot pink shirt, white shorts , red crumpler backpack, and hot orange crocs. WOW. he claims that his gonna wear red underwear too, wonder if its true, haha.
anw, went safra to shoot today, at 930.
as usual, saw this random mum, whom i thought wasn't successful, again. tsk tsk, whatever la, not my problem.
had Pasta at 7-Eleven, yet Meihui claims that it looks disgusting. -.- its nice lor, even Yifang and Joann also say so!
finished shooting, went opp. to buy mayo fries with Yifang and Joann. (: nice nice.
went back home after that.
my mum is now forcing me to join tuition. i was damn pissed off at her for some reasons. then again, i say, mums fuck. shant elaborate. and the maths tuition is like tmr? damn. and i am gonna be all alone. i was hesitant at first, cause she knows i hate studying and now she is forcing me. cow dung la. shitasshole. i wont mind going for tuition, but the way she ask me, must be better right? she appear to be asking if i wanna go, but in fact, she is forcing me, ass hole. fucktard.
she rants at me for no reason, saves the best for herself and her NICE NICE SON. has totally different opinions of her daughterS. i must emphasis the S. mum always hangs out, spent loads of money, and gives you damn late allowance and is mever fair. they never bother to ask, 'hey, hows your day? having fun at shooting/in school?' it seems impossible for them to show a slight little concern for their child. i kept telling myself, i must be independent, i DONT NEED my mum's care and concern. they keep nagging and wants us to pay them back for their time and effort in trying to bring us up. crap shit sayings and naggings. you try to get into my life in a lousy and low way which i seriously despises. you think that i really treat you as my mum, just like your other children do, then i think you are terribly wrong.
your elder daughter goes overseas to study so as to not see you. thats part of the reason. your son goes out to the library to study and work just to not see your shitass face. its just dumb of you to think that they really think for their own future, fool. and i would rather you lock me out and let me count the stars than to you letting me in and getting nagged at your fringing irritating voice. the three of us have been finding ways and means to get you outta of our lives, its just that you didn't know, fool. you thought we weren't bonded at all, but let me tell you this, EVEN IF YOU TRY TO SEPARATE US, WE WILL BE AS BONDED AS EVER, AND NOTHING CAN SEPARATE US. EVEN HOW MUCH YOU TRY TO CHANGE ONE'S IMPRESSION OF THE OTHER, ITS IMPOSSIBLE, CAUSE WE TRUST OUR OWN SIBLINGS MORE THAN WE TRUST YOU. (:
oh yah, i have been forgetting to submit my progress report for a long time!
haha, okay. shall submit now. i guess i dont like him as much now since i havent really been thinking about him.(: is that good? on the other hand, i feel its bad. i wanna like him, but somehow he just dont seem to enter my life. haha, i know most people will say, "isn't that good?" but somehow, when i say, nope, i dont like him anymore, i dont seem to mean what i say. what am i feeling? i KNOW i didn't think of him recently, but now, missing him is suddenly back. ):
he did atrocious things which i thought he will never do. as for what he did, i will tell you the next time you visit me at my void deck. :P what he did totally broke my heart, again. but i thought, maybe his trying to tell me to give up? i don't know what he meant. or perhaps, he didn't even mean anything. she keep telling me to stop keeping in touch with him and everything. ignore his messages and everything. but i can't bring myself to do it. i know i disappointed her greatly. ): i continued visiting his blog, which she forbids me to.(i think i told you about it before.) but yeap, it just sucks visiting it. everytime i visist it, nothing good comes out for me. i dont wanna visit his blog anymore, i don't want. stop me, before its all too late.
shooting in the morning is bloody hell. spent like 1 hr trying to open the locker and everything.
swimming. tanner now.
i am not in the mood to blog now. i have had enough of people calling me stupid. Especially my mum. i have had enough. such a bitch. i have tolerated her for like 7 years of calling me stupid, and i have had enough, seriously. i ranted back at her just now, and a tight slap was all i get in return. seriously, no mums in this world are good. they just keep nagging and complaining about stuff which doesnt concern us at all. they are pure sexists, and they lock you out for no reason which you can just easily call the police and get them sued.
its not just one mum. many mums are like this and there is evidence. like on sher's blog, its evident that her mum is just like mine. same goes to jian lin's mum whose even worse. she's a hypocrite. what the hell is the prob. with mothers these days? they claim that whatever they do is for their children's good, but if you ask them repeatedly, the answer will definitely change.
i was on my way home on the bus, and there was this mum who just smacked her kid for no reason.(cause i was standing beside them) the kid did nothing wrong and the mum just slapped him. i was in shock. i asked the mum, "what wrong did your child do? ask yourself, does this slap allow your child to learn whats right and wrong? if it does, then good. if it doesn't, i find you a pure stupid and lousy mum, cause you have totally no right to slap people, especially your child for no reason. have you ever considered your child's feelings? '' i ended and just alighted. i really can't stand parents who are irresponsible, like this. i don't know what the woman said after that and i don't give a damn shit. all i know is she spoils the reputation of woman. and i just seriously pity the child.
went Safra for shooting in the morning today. Together with MeiHui, Abigail and Miki. Danny was supposed to come, but her uncle passed away and she had to hurry to JB for the funeral. ):
shoot shoot shoot. the new computer system is nice and cool. (: haha. (:
saw this damn hot guy, woo hoO! but MeiHui don't think so. ): whatevers. but i still find him hot. his a pistol shooter somemore. his shots are all like 10, 9.9, wth.
Yishun town NPCC cadets came in to look at some shooters shoot. i seriously pity them la. watching people is the worst thing ever la. you can seriously just fall asleep from it. somemore they had to sit so straight. Pathetic-ness.
went NP. to have lunch at macs. saw Aaron and Ka* Jun. wth la. they all two know i was waiting for their place, then they purposely slowly stand up. bloody hell la. stared at Aaron as he walked past me, and he knew what i meant.
went to Timezone aft. that.played around, went to exchange for 3 bottles of bubbles since me, Meihui and Miki all played. (:
went to the field opp. NP. blowed bubbles all the way and people were looking. Everyone was looking, OMG. talk about embarrassment.
rained suddenly, and we played a while more in the rain. Meihui gotta my unglam pic, OMG. she claims that she's gonna post on her blog! ):
went inside NP again, then lib-ed, walked around. Meihui and I are so gonna get the shades from Cotton On man. since its like 2 for 20 bucks, quite a good buy, to me.(:
saw a damn nice colored volleyball at RSH. (Royal Sporting House) called and asked Junru if she wants to get it. conclusion: see first.
walked around a little longer, then went home. (:
haha, saw a few CF ppl today. shall list them all out.
-Keith (at library) -Mr Ng (Xin Wang) isn't he suppose to be updating his wedding pics onto fb!!?? -Ahmad (escalator) -Amirul (escalator) -Aaron ( Macs) -Ka* Jun (Macs)
read from Amirul's blog and he seemed quite stressed these days. should have went up to him and talked to him just now. sighs, chance wasted. -.-
pics. (:
ps: posting all the pics. all for the day. will continue tmr. (:
Hello, i am Debbie. Well, i guess you half know that.
I am a damn fan of Supernatural and planes.
A SYFC-ian(Singapore Youth Flying Club) and a pistol shooter.
Try to be funny and i shoot you.
I feel that Singaporeans are seriously narrow-minded. Now in the process of trying to get people to be open-minded.
Friends makes my life. [:
Sometimes when you face tons and sons of bitches out there, you just gotta fight back.
Guys sucks ttm. Oh, i am a sexist, thats why.
Be nice to me, and i will be nice to you. (:
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