its friday the 13th! :D and my bro is having one of his papers today, haha. good luck to him. (: he was wearing red, haha, superstitious in a funny way. (: haha, his wearing like a big ang bao today. hot pink shirt, white shorts , red crumpler backpack, and hot orange crocs. WOW. he claims that his gonna wear red underwear too, wonder if its true, haha.
anw, went safra to shoot today, at 930.
as usual, saw this random mum, whom i thought wasn't successful, again. tsk tsk, whatever la, not my problem.
had Pasta at 7-Eleven, yet Meihui claims that it looks disgusting. -.- its nice lor, even Yifang and Joann also say so!
finished shooting, went opp. to buy mayo fries with Yifang and Joann. (: nice nice.
went back home after that.
my mum is now forcing me to join tuition. i was damn pissed off at her for some reasons. then again, i say, mums fuck. shant elaborate. and the maths tuition is like tmr? damn. and i am gonna be all alone. i was hesitant at first, cause she knows i hate studying and now she is forcing me. cow dung la. shitasshole. i wont mind going for tuition, but the way she ask me, must be better right? she appear to be asking if i wanna go, but in fact, she is forcing me, ass hole. fucktard.
she rants at me for no reason, saves the best for herself and her NICE NICE SON. has totally different opinions of her daughterS. i must emphasis the S. mum always hangs out, spent loads of money, and gives you damn late allowance and is mever fair. they never bother to ask, 'hey, hows your day? having fun at shooting/in school?' it seems impossible for them to show a slight little concern for their child. i kept telling myself, i must be independent, i DONT NEED my mum's care and concern. they keep nagging and wants us to pay them back for their time and effort in trying to bring us up. crap shit sayings and naggings. you try to get into my life in a lousy and low way which i seriously despises. you think that i really treat you as my mum, just like your other children do, then i think you are terribly wrong.
your elder daughter goes overseas to study so as to not see you. thats part of the reason. your son goes out to the library to study and work just to not see your shitass face. its just dumb of you to think that they really think for their own future, fool. and i would rather you lock me out and let me count the stars than to you letting me in and getting nagged at your fringing irritating voice. the three of us have been finding ways and means to get you outta of our lives, its just that you didn't know, fool. you thought we weren't bonded at all, but let me tell you this, EVEN IF YOU TRY TO SEPARATE US, WE WILL BE AS BONDED AS EVER, AND NOTHING CAN SEPARATE US. EVEN HOW MUCH YOU TRY TO CHANGE ONE'S IMPRESSION OF THE OTHER, ITS IMPOSSIBLE, CAUSE WE TRUST OUR OWN SIBLINGS MORE THAN WE TRUST YOU. (:
oh yah, i have been forgetting to submit my progress report for a long time!
haha, okay. shall submit now. i guess i dont like him as much now since i havent really been thinking about him.(: is that good? on the other hand, i feel its bad. i wanna like him, but somehow he just dont seem to enter my life. haha, i know most people will say, "isn't that good?" but somehow, when i say, nope, i dont like him anymore, i dont seem to mean what i say. what am i feeling? i KNOW i didn't think of him recently, but now, missing him is suddenly back. ):
he did atrocious things which i thought he will never do. as for what he did, i will tell you the next time you visit me at my void deck. :P what he did totally broke my heart, again. but i thought, maybe his trying to tell me to give up? i don't know what he meant. or perhaps, he didn't even mean anything. she keep telling me to stop keeping in touch with him and everything. ignore his messages and everything. but i can't bring myself to do it. i know i disappointed her greatly. ): i continued visiting his blog, which she forbids me to.(i think i told you about it before.) but yeap, it just sucks visiting it. everytime i visist it, nothing good comes out for me. i dont wanna visit his blog anymore, i don't want. stop me, before its all too late.
its friday the 13th! :D and my bro is having one of his papers today, haha. good luck to him. (: he was wearing red, haha, superstitious in a funny way. (: haha, his wearing like a big ang bao today. hot pink shirt, white shorts , red crumpler backpack, and hot orange crocs. WOW. he claims that his gonna wear red underwear too, wonder if its true, haha.
anw, went safra to shoot today, at 930.
as usual, saw this random mum, whom i thought wasn't successful, again. tsk tsk, whatever la, not my problem.
had Pasta at 7-Eleven, yet Meihui claims that it looks disgusting. -.- its nice lor, even Yifang and Joann also say so!
finished shooting, went opp. to buy mayo fries with Yifang and Joann. (: nice nice.
went back home after that.
my mum is now forcing me to join tuition. i was damn pissed off at her for some reasons. then again, i say, mums fuck. shant elaborate. and the maths tuition is like tmr? damn. and i am gonna be all alone. i was hesitant at first, cause she knows i hate studying and now she is forcing me. cow dung la. shitasshole. i wont mind going for tuition, but the way she ask me, must be better right? she appear to be asking if i wanna go, but in fact, she is forcing me, ass hole. fucktard.
she rants at me for no reason, saves the best for herself and her NICE NICE SON. has totally different opinions of her daughterS. i must emphasis the S. mum always hangs out, spent loads of money, and gives you damn late allowance and is mever fair. they never bother to ask, 'hey, hows your day? having fun at shooting/in school?' it seems impossible for them to show a slight little concern for their child. i kept telling myself, i must be independent, i DONT NEED my mum's care and concern. they keep nagging and wants us to pay them back for their time and effort in trying to bring us up. crap shit sayings and naggings. you try to get into my life in a lousy and low way which i seriously despises. you think that i really treat you as my mum, just like your other children do, then i think you are terribly wrong.
your elder daughter goes overseas to study so as to not see you. thats part of the reason. your son goes out to the library to study and work just to not see your shitass face. its just dumb of you to think that they really think for their own future, fool. and i would rather you lock me out and let me count the stars than to you letting me in and getting nagged at your fringing irritating voice. the three of us have been finding ways and means to get you outta of our lives, its just that you didn't know, fool. you thought we weren't bonded at all, but let me tell you this, EVEN IF YOU TRY TO SEPARATE US, WE WILL BE AS BONDED AS EVER, AND NOTHING CAN SEPARATE US. EVEN HOW MUCH YOU TRY TO CHANGE ONE'S IMPRESSION OF THE OTHER, ITS IMPOSSIBLE, CAUSE WE TRUST OUR OWN SIBLINGS MORE THAN WE TRUST YOU. (:
oh yah, i have been forgetting to submit my progress report for a long time!
haha, okay. shall submit now. i guess i dont like him as much now since i havent really been thinking about him.(: is that good? on the other hand, i feel its bad. i wanna like him, but somehow he just dont seem to enter my life. haha, i know most people will say, "isn't that good?" but somehow, when i say, nope, i dont like him anymore, i dont seem to mean what i say. what am i feeling? i KNOW i didn't think of him recently, but now, missing him is suddenly back. ):
he did atrocious things which i thought he will never do. as for what he did, i will tell you the next time you visit me at my void deck. :P what he did totally broke my heart, again. but i thought, maybe his trying to tell me to give up? i don't know what he meant. or perhaps, he didn't even mean anything. she keep telling me to stop keeping in touch with him and everything. ignore his messages and everything. but i can't bring myself to do it. i know i disappointed her greatly. ): i continued visiting his blog, which she forbids me to.(i think i told you about it before.) but yeap, it just sucks visiting it. everytime i visist it, nothing good comes out for me. i dont wanna visit his blog anymore, i don't want. stop me, before its all too late.
Hello, i am Debbie. Well, i guess you half know that.
I am a damn fan of Supernatural and planes.
A SYFC-ian(Singapore Youth Flying Club) and a pistol shooter.
Try to be funny and i shoot you.
I feel that Singaporeans are seriously narrow-minded. Now in the process of trying to get people to be open-minded.
Friends makes my life. [:
Sometimes when you face tons and sons of bitches out there, you just gotta fight back.
Guys sucks ttm. Oh, i am a sexist, thats why.
Be nice to me, and i will be nice to you. (:
Tag my blog. (:
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