haha, i have suddenly fallen in love with hip hop after watching Krystal's NUS dance
videos. i think its just so cool, because you can really express yourself through dance.
haha, dance. i really miss the days when we had chinese dance in school, when we
often slack halfway through the dance when teacher is not around, end up talking and
our teacher look thru the back door and realise what we are doing. and of course, we
arent let off easily, haha! was forced to wake up today by a LOT phonecalls following
after each other. first, my grandma. asked me if i was fine in her hainanese. me, who
dont understand anything, just ya ya papaya all the way. second, Jixin. she call my
9653 hp 8 times yesterday then she say kel picked up and he was in Batam and she
got a shock of her life and she called my house. our convo started with perfect chinese
to flawless english. cool isnt it? 3rd. friend. ask me going back SYFC today. friend. ask
me want go jurong point which is at the other end of singapore for me. nopes and i
was sorta regretting for not agreeing cause i am rotting at home. but i think my mum
wont allow too cause my MC ends today. LOL. a lot more phone calls, lazy elaborate.
having unlimited sms for 3 days since kel went batam and my phone had auto
roaming and so we changed numbers temporarily. haha, unlimited sms, can spam
ppl's inbox[right, cornelia?] haha, i didn really spam anyone cause i sms-ed different
people. LOL. its damn shiok la. i am gonna ask my mum to get the plan with
unlimited sms, seriously. who can survive with 700 sms a month? ahh, on average, u
can only sms 20 a day. thats like finished in class alrdy for messaging ppl[er hem..]
haha, unlimited. shiok ah!
having lunch with relatives from my paternal side. and as i said, i didn even talk to my
dad for a month, how can i even talk to his family? and i cant stand my aunts and ppl.
to me, they are all damn hypocrites la, ESPECIALLY MY AUNT. she is just a bitch,
who thinks she is damn skinny when in fact she is not. and she acts that she eats
damn little when her lie is exposed by me, secretly. SCENARIO:
aunt: i dont eat so much one leh, i share with u, bro.[my dad]
dad: okay lor. i not very hungry too.
aunt:kk.
grandpa:ehh, whose not very hungry? share rice.
aunt:me, i not very hungry..pa, share with you.
me, who understands whats in her naive mind:aunt, u sharing with my dad+sharing
with grandpa, doesnt that makes u eat 1 bowl? just order a bowl for yourself. we can
afford it.*whispering to myself, stop acting, u fool who thinks i know nothing.*
she got nothing to say and though the whole lunch was awkard, i didn really give a
damn. i dont even want to eat with them la, eating with them, equals to spoiling my
mood and waste of time. i think i am just gonna fake up some meidcal problems with
myself like fever or whatever shit. JUST DONT WANNA EAT WITH THEM. plus, kel
is not around, sighs, bang-seh me to be tortured with hypocrites. damn it.
was damn pissed off with my dad yesterday night. the laptop in my room wasnt
working so i asked him to come and take a look. i dont really like talking to him
because, in short, his pure irritating and tries to act that he knows everything when in
fact, what he knows is lesser than the 3rd grader. so i just slammed the door and he
chanted chanted and chanted. i couldd have just slapped him on the spot. i could have
just scolded him in the face but i was tired so i just asked him to leave my room
because i needed to sleep. watching MAN VS WILD now and his giving a lot of
comments like why bear grylls shouldn do this and that. i felt like slapping him and
throw him into a forest and i can bet that he will die, within an hour. damn it. damn
this whole thing.damn this dad. i hate him. to me, he is just a person living in the
same home as me, who gives me money and nothing else. no happiness, nothing. i
have just take it that my dad died long ago. i dont really give a damn to this family, to
say the truth. my dad, as i said, knows nth abt me and just causes plain trouble for
everyone. my mum, only knows how to lecure ppl and tidy the house and help me
with my chi. my sis, away in australia studying. she has her life, and she finds me a
nuisance when i didn even talk to her. my bro, at least he buy things for me but he
has a girlfriend and obviously, even if he is free, it wouldn be used on me. so tell me,
who can i talk to? who really understands what i am going thru when ur family have
no idea what u are doing and how u are doing. who understands? tell me. i find
happiness myself, with my friends but not with my family. i hate my family, esp my
dad. pisses me off totally. ppl have siblings to talk to or for jasmine's case, at least she
talks with her mum. but is like, wa lao, i wanna talk to my mum, she just ask me to
study.i cant even sit down and have a talk with her. cant stand this whole thing.
someday i will die from bottling too much things in my heart.
Hello, i am Debbie. Well, i guess you half know that.
I am a damn fan of Supernatural and planes.
A SYFC-ian(Singapore Youth Flying Club) and a pistol shooter.
Try to be funny and i shoot you.
I feel that Singaporeans are seriously narrow-minded. Now in the process of trying to get people to be open-minded.
Friends makes my life. [:
Sometimes when you face tons and sons of bitches out there, you just gotta fight back.
Guys sucks ttm. Oh, i am a sexist, thats why.
Be nice to me, and i will be nice to you. (:
Tag my blog. (:
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