emo.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
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emo-ed the whole day with vivien today. sads man, for some reason.. skipped 10min of maths, and he didnt even notice. well, vivien is facing a bigger prob than me. vivien, cheer up k! smile!

went to pplunch with jasmine and vivien after school. things happened. ER HEM! btw, vivien bought 4 files, or rrather 3 only. can u believe it!?

took train home with jasmine. sat 4 rounds on 804 ard the whole of yishun cos i really needa sort out my thinking. spent 1 hr plus though. was crying on the bus. then sway sway saw wei jie. sian, second time let a guy see me cry, freak ass. then he sat with me one round ard yishun then he alight liao cos he today psle maths, very tired, and yea.. continued 3 more rounds. conclusion is:
when u are really confused, u shld just take rounds and rounds. its works.

things are really getting confusing these days. why am i so confused over you? i just realised that we are all being confused over a piece of paper. a freaking piece of paper. i really want to know what u want to say, and can u tell me why the content will change just because its after the exams? you are really making me confused. you keep telling me to study and talk about it after the EOYs, but have you ever thought about how i felt? i am real confused. tell me, tell me how am i gonna concentrate with these kinda thing going on? trying putting yourself in my shoes and i am sure you dont like what i am facing now. can you just tell me? this whole thing is affecting me, my life, my everything, like what i said. and yet, i can feel, you don't have confidence in me at all. i cried for you, but what about you? you just treated me like i am dead, like a piece of shit that's invisible. can u tell me what you mean, whats on you mind, what are u thinking right now? i don't wanna guess what you are thinking anymore. i am tired of guessing. all i want to say now is, at least have some confidence in me.