i am sad
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
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sleeping on the cold cold floor on a rainy day is goood. practically slacked the whole day. packed camp bag, stuff. i am damn sad now, so dont try to piss me and i am not in the mood for anything now. ): did history hw, stuff. my camp bag is bloated, and the zip may just burst anytime, i think. and i cant believe i brought a jacket, listened to my mum, oh gosh, i became such a girl who listens to my mum out of the sudden. and i cant believe she passed me a nike one, woah. i guess i will just use it as my pillow cum poncho since its soft and waterproof, haha. i hope the camp arrangement wont be according to reg. number or i swear i wont enjoy myself. its just not the correct people to be with. camps will be loved at times, times not, depending on the people whom u are grouped with. i wanna be grouped with someone i am close with, i can talk to, someone who will share my joy, listen to my rants. someone whom i can talk to. imagine being grouped with tian zi, roann, julyn, mitreni, omgosh, i guess i will faint and just fake up a MC.

i dont wanna be grouped with someone who sticks with you just because u are popular. i hate people who are like this, suck up to you, and THINKS THAT YOU HATE HER WHEN IN FACT YOU DONT. the last kind of ppl i mentioned are the ones i hate the most, they jump into conclusions. ALWAYS. this is called craziness. i kept telling myself,[like what cornelia does] that nobody is perfect in this world and that i have my bad points too. i told myself, i cannot mind other ppl, because nobody is perfect in this world. but i hate ppl who thinks that what she is doing is perfectly okay, knows nth about sth called image, knows nth about eliqutte when she has been told and hinted a lot of times. i too hate ppl who defend someone just because he likes her. he doesnt even know whats wrong and right because he is purely OBESSED with her. you no longer know him because he thinks his okay, when IN FACT HIS NOT. i hate ppl like this. you are not in the correct mind anymore. you are no longer able to think anymore. you had better straighten out your thinking now before you regret it in future. i am giving you one last chance, to trust me once more, listen to me, and give up on her.