i am in love with todays date! today's when all the lovers get married, when pregnant woman try to get their baby out of womb today. haha. i was thinking, if i were to get married in future, there wont be a chance again for me to have such a nice date since there are only 12 months in the entire calendar. sads. :((( i want my wedding date to be memorable, as for how is it, i will let my future decide, haha.
shooting sucks to the max today. junhui was a damn jerk. he think he black he big ah? not as in those racist kind, but the black as in junhui's kind, sun-tanned to the max. was damn pissed throughout until in the end stuff happened and i scolded shit-your-ass in his face. he just turned away and walk off. hahaa, i dont give a damn shit to you. :P
feel so accomplished today because debbie did 80 push-ups and 20 sit-ups+2 rounds ard the netball court. well, its not a lot, i know. but stil, i cant believe i didn cheat during the push-ups and sit-ups. HAHA. went to J8 with meihui, elaine and pearlyn. ate at LJS. of course gossip larh! talked about SUPER RANDOM stuff and then haha, we went to invade NTUC. what did we do shall not be mentioned as it contains SLIGHT sexual stuff, you know. went to lib and borrowed books. borrowed a samn book as elaine called: life on the refrigerator door. finished it on the train, feel so nerdy, yucks. but haha, its nice. so, who cares. OH, second thing feeling accomplished abt is that i cooked porridge for dinner for the family! :DDD century egg+minced pork porridge! haha, yummy yet healthy! no salt only a little bit of soy sauce, yet its nice cos the century egg's essence has gone into the porridge, haha. i bought the minced pork too, chosen by meihui. :DDD thanks. (((:
now i finally understand whats FAMILY. i realised i dont have a family. my family has torn apart. what i see when i go home are just four walls. i dont see life, like before. its never the same like last time, never. my family has torn apart. my dad works from morning till night and i dont even get to see him till the weekends. oh yes, i see him, i see him sleeping and he sees me sleeping. my mum, she hangs out with her friends, only at home for household stuff and she..argh, my mum, some ppl know whats with her. my sis, studying in aust. cant even see her! dont even talk to her. even if we talk, we will just be teasing each other: hey noob! and its the end. we dont have a topic to talk abt. my bro was working previously, so his shifts.. i dont see him till sundays. now his studying in NUS, even if he doesnt have tutorials or lectures, he goes to the school lib to study. now i know why, everyone doesnt want to stay at home. sis insist on studying overseas, bro insists to go out of home to study. why? i dont get why these kinda stuff is happenin to my family. i dont know why. can someone tell me? what i want most now is to have a peaceful meal and a perfect week with my family, with nice memories, and no more quarrels. because i know i cant hang in there anymore, i cant. i am tired of these kinda stuff, i need a break. I NEED A SHOULDER FOR ME TO LEAN ON.
i am in love with todays date! today's when all the lovers get married, when pregnant woman try to get their baby out of womb today. haha. i was thinking, if i were to get married in future, there wont be a chance again for me to have such a nice date since there are only 12 months in the entire calendar. sads. :((( i want my wedding date to be memorable, as for how is it, i will let my future decide, haha.
shooting sucks to the max today. junhui was a damn jerk. he think he black he big ah? not as in those racist kind, but the black as in junhui's kind, sun-tanned to the max. was damn pissed throughout until in the end stuff happened and i scolded shit-your-ass in his face. he just turned away and walk off. hahaa, i dont give a damn shit to you. :P
feel so accomplished today because debbie did 80 push-ups and 20 sit-ups+2 rounds ard the netball court. well, its not a lot, i know. but stil, i cant believe i didn cheat during the push-ups and sit-ups. HAHA. went to J8 with meihui, elaine and pearlyn. ate at LJS. of course gossip larh! talked about SUPER RANDOM stuff and then haha, we went to invade NTUC. what did we do shall not be mentioned as it contains SLIGHT sexual stuff, you know. went to lib and borrowed books. borrowed a samn book as elaine called: life on the refrigerator door. finished it on the train, feel so nerdy, yucks. but haha, its nice. so, who cares. OH, second thing feeling accomplished abt is that i cooked porridge for dinner for the family! :DDD century egg+minced pork porridge! haha, yummy yet healthy! no salt only a little bit of soy sauce, yet its nice cos the century egg's essence has gone into the porridge, haha. i bought the minced pork too, chosen by meihui. :DDD thanks. (((:
now i finally understand whats FAMILY. i realised i dont have a family. my family has torn apart. what i see when i go home are just four walls. i dont see life, like before. its never the same like last time, never. my family has torn apart. my dad works from morning till night and i dont even get to see him till the weekends. oh yes, i see him, i see him sleeping and he sees me sleeping. my mum, she hangs out with her friends, only at home for household stuff and she..argh, my mum, some ppl know whats with her. my sis, studying in aust. cant even see her! dont even talk to her. even if we talk, we will just be teasing each other: hey noob! and its the end. we dont have a topic to talk abt. my bro was working previously, so his shifts.. i dont see him till sundays. now his studying in NUS, even if he doesnt have tutorials or lectures, he goes to the school lib to study. now i know why, everyone doesnt want to stay at home. sis insist on studying overseas, bro insists to go out of home to study. why? i dont get why these kinda stuff is happenin to my family. i dont know why. can someone tell me? what i want most now is to have a peaceful meal and a perfect week with my family, with nice memories, and no more quarrels. because i know i cant hang in there anymore, i cant. i am tired of these kinda stuff, i need a break. I NEED A SHOULDER FOR ME TO LEAN ON.
Hello, i am Debbie. Well, i guess you half know that.
I am a damn fan of Supernatural and planes.
A SYFC-ian(Singapore Youth Flying Club) and a pistol shooter.
Try to be funny and i shoot you.
I feel that Singaporeans are seriously narrow-minded. Now in the process of trying to get people to be open-minded.
Friends makes my life. [:
Sometimes when you face tons and sons of bitches out there, you just gotta fight back.
Guys sucks ttm. Oh, i am a sexist, thats why.
Be nice to me, and i will be nice to you. (:
Tag my blog. (:
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